Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Too Much To Handle!
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My alcoholic boyfriend,Jay,is making me nuts.He works AND plays at our bar; the L & M Firehouse. He is there practically 24/7 and is always lying to me to get my car to go there. He keeps me up all night snoring 'cause he is so drunk. He spends all his money; and I mean ALL, on drinks and cigarettes. He will not leave my house! I have broken up with him, kicked him out, told him I hate him. He breaks back in. He has no pride. He doesn't love me or he'd pay me some attention. He loves my "stuff": my house, car, pc, etc. He recently got me fined $1000 for throwing a cigarette butt out the car window, rear-ended a woman in my car while blitzed, and we are now getting evicted because he spends all his money at the bar! I am going insane.