Our Beginning

We began as friends in a chatroom, acquaintances for nearly a year off and on, as both would come and go from chat or IRC. He would console me in my emotional hurts, listen to me with complete empathy to the struggles of mere day-to-day existance. He had a slave to whom He was Master to, and because of illness she told him to find someone He could dominate for she could no longer be subjected to BDSM for health reasons. He and i immediately clicked, feeling that initial attraction of M/s... i saw him in a different light from the mentor He was to me and considered it an honor when He saw me as slave.

We began in April, our first conversation as i was at the zoo... a warmth filling me at the sound of his voice. We found so much in common, our lives parallel in different coasts of the country and as time went by, my need to feel Him became greater.

My Master
He always met her with warmth and care
Her emotions left open and feeling threadbare.
Seeing her through when shedding a tear
Over many who's words had become insincere.

He came to know in bliss and in pain
her life, her moods, she couldn't refrain
from opening up to his tenderness,
the wisdom and knowledge that he could express.

All of a sudden they opened their eyes,
Saw more than a friend, they'd agonize.
For owner he was, of one slaves' heart,
Although he cared, they had grown apart.

Bound by memories all once so good
He began to wonder just where he stood.
What is so new, so fresh and so real,
A base that became a love that they'd feel.

A void finally filled in two empty lives,
Sure what they found would forever survive.
Distance, people, the judges who maim,
Hoping one day their love they can proclaim.

anessa
6/10/01

The days, the weeks moved on, our feelings becoming more one of need... His need to control me, see me, feel my body, look into my eyes. My desires were only to please Him, to give Him the joy so lacking in our lives and submit to Him completely. And jokingly when online we would check airfares until one day in July He surprised me with His plans to arrive for a visit... just days from His announcement.

What was about to happen would alter my life, for never have i known total bliss.