It's Not Gonna Happen
full of jealousy and hate
i see all of the faces
all which destroy my fate
why does it seem that im the only one
the only one that gets knocked down
the only one that doesnt get back up
im always the one gettin kicked around
im the one thats life means nothing
i can hear my heart beat
i can hear it, louder, louder, and louder
it keeps beating it wont stop
i see you walking down the street
thats the kind of soul i want to meet
but then i listen to my soul
and it just tells me to keep walking
i know i walked away away from my only chance
my only escape from life
your so beautiful
your so kind
your everything i had in mind
but then i see you with him another guy... not me...
why couldnt it be me...
you know not how you make me feel
my quest for love has stood me still
im at the crossroads of life
a turning point of love
all my friends have there fate sealed
well i just stand breathless
just a soul in the middle of a field
just wandering
i keep walking but never reach the end
just an infinite field of bullshit
all i want is my one love
the one i know i could be happy with
all i want is her
you could lock me up in jail
but if it was with her
it wouldnt matter
shes all i want,
all i need
all i can ever desire
Ryan Hane
