A Poem to my Disease

I'm not the same person, I've changed
The only thing different, is nothing is the same
You want me now
But I've got to go

Here I am again
Back where I've always been
I'm getting out of here
Ain't going that road
I guess it's about that time
I got myself in line
I'm heading for that open door
Here I go

I've got a one way ticket out of hell
I'm gonna find myself
You want me now
But I'm already gone

Everything you ever said
Keeps ringing in my head
You think you have me now
But you're so wrong

Here I am again
Back where I've always been
I'm getting out of here
Ain't going that road
I guess it's about that time
I got myself in line
I'm heading for that door
Here I go

Ryan Hane