I Wish

I loved you,
Well, I did, that's what I thought,
I've struggled to hold back tears,
Lord knows I've fought.

I thought I knew you,
Lord, was I wrong,
Here I sit,
Writing your name in song.

I wish that I could get you alone,
And tell you how I feel,
I wish you the best in your new life,
Pray to God that you keep it real.

I want to push you away,
But you won't allow it,
Don't come any closer,
I'll throw a fit.

I want to tell you,
How I really feel,
Without you in my life,
I don't know if my heart can heal.

I thought I knew you,
Lord, was I wrong,
Here I sit,
Writing your name in song.

I wish I could get you alone,
And tell you how I feel,
I wish you the best in your new life,
Pray to God that you keep it real.

Celeste Adame