Sydney Alyce and Isaac Evan
I started to collect these dreamsicles after I lost our first baby, who we call Sydney. I tried to act as though I felt fine and life would go on as before, but my Mom knew differently. She also had a miscarriage. My Dad and Mom came to our house after I came home from the first d&c and they brought with them a dreamsicle that was on it's hands and knees praying (just like the one below). There was a note attached that said, "Like Dad and I, you now have your own little special angel in Heaven." So true it is! Thanks Mom and Dad for the support!
God graced me with two
heavenly angels that I have named Sydney
Alyce who I miscarried at 3 months and Isaac
Evan who I miscarried at "about 6-8 weeks".
Although all my angels aren't physically with
me I feel their presence daily when I look at
my two beautiful children. Losing a child is
something you will always mourn, no matter if
the pregnancy went to full term or not. When
they are your children, it is extremely hard.
So, if you know of someone who has lost a
child in any way, please continue to offer
support. And if you can't find the words to
say, "I'm sorry," is just enough and very
I feel blessed with what God
has given us. When Sydney and
Isaac's lives ended in miscarriage, it was
and I strongly believe the only thing that
got me through it all was my faith in God.
Also the book
"I'll Hold You in Heaven." It helped me to
realize despite all the rude comments from
people, my babies are babies and I WILL SEE
THEM IN HEAVEN.
Dear Sydney and Isaac,
we miss you so much.
We are waiting patiently, till we can Hold
you in Heaven. Till then, you will always be
in our hearts. We never got to hold you, see
you, or smell your "baby smell" but you are
and always will be "Our Special Little
Angels." Love, Mommy and Poppy......
After awhile you learn the
Between holding a hand and
chaining a soul,
And company doesn't mean
And you begin to learn that
And presents aren't
And you begin to accept your
With your head up and your
And learn to build all your
On today because tomorrow's
Is too uncertain for plans,
and futures have
A way of falling down in mid
After awhile you learn that
Burns if you get too
So plant your own garden and
Your own soul, instead of
For someone to bring you
And you learn that you really
That you really are
And that you really do have
And you learn and
With every goodbye you
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