i was supposed to have made
some shifts in my rooms but
i could still
repeat what he said
give it to you
verbatim and
maybe in the space
of a single ahh--well--
there's much more
than i thought
in the way
of ongoing veilings and
i missed that i felt you this bad
don't tell me
i like this
i will not allow you to be
so beady-eyed
and you know that if you take too long
in eating this thin slice of me
it'll go quite absolutely stale
but if--
and i thought i could keep
my word like all
those declarations
but kindness for you
means nothing
coming from me
i think
i, i, i lost my connective element
of somewhere
of a beautiful thursday
you're just sick and
she'd like
to be some sort of god
and that's fine but i'm
developing this stutter
an experiance to watch you
so could we have lunch
you know
you could have filmed her
maybe you need it
but i can remember
you both as you were
why would i imagine
in so many colours
when you can't
figure out how to dream
us in words