Missing You
12:23am

*sigh* What a long, utterly frustrating day.
I woke up in a good mood. Twas all nice and stuff. Had a good talk with Justin. Made some new decisions concerning a few things. Watched a pretty cool movie.
BUT, right before I left for work I got told that my plans for the night were no more. Which pissed me off. And to top that off, because these plans got messed up, I had to get ahold of my dad so that he could bring me the truck so that I'd have a way home from work.
Already being pissy when I got to work got worse as I got tons of customers who wanted me to go out to the store room 3-4 times a piece. My patience was thin and I just wanted to quit then and there and come home and sleep.
Then when I got home from work I talked to Erik Flatten and we decided to go out. Daddy only gave me 1.5 hours with the truck so we couldn't go do a whole lot. We got to Denny's but the wait was too long. So we ended up just driving around and stopping at AM-PM to snag a drink. Was pretty fucking lame and cured no boredom.
And I miss Josh. He is in Mexico right now. He's only been gone since Thursday night. It's only early Sunday morning. It's only been a week since I've seen him last, and we've gone a lot longer. It's just we've never gone more than a day without talking, and now its been 2. But he'll be home soon and things will be fine. I'm not worried. I just miss him.
On my way home tonight I got a couple lines for a poem in my head. I got home and tried to write a poem with those lines, but it just isn't working. And I don't want to push it or else the poem will be pure shit, so I am just gonna leave it be for now. The lines are though:

tears collect in dirt stained puddles around my feet
and i miss you so much it hurts

It's not these amazing lines or anything, but I think they have potential to be part of a really amazing poem. We'll see I guess.
I suppose I'll go to sleep now. I really should seeing as how I need to leave at 10:30 tomorrow morning. Blah. I work open to close. GROWL.


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