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In the silence of my company, I hear only my mind, it speaks rapidly, and within myself I find the only truth that I believe, and beside myself I find an empty space that I have not yet decided to fill. Because I can choose what I fill it with and when I fill it with and I don’t need anyone else’s opinion or judgment. It’s my space and my time and my choice. I can make the wrong choice at the wrong time but it’s still inevitably my choice and my time. Maybe I want to make the wrong choice; maybe I’m so goddamn sick of making the ‘right’ choice that I’m purposely setting out to do an uncharacteristic thing and leaving my mind at home and following my heart which, will lead me, undoubtedly to the edge of something. Which can be the edge of something bad or the edge of something good. I’m not asking for anyone to follow me off or to the edge and I’m not asking anyone to make my decisions for me. I’m asking for trust. Trust that I will make the right decision for me at that particular moment, even if the decision isn’t right for you…because I am not you, nor will I ever be. And just because a decision wasn’t right six months ago doesn’t mean that it won’t be right, right now, and just the same, just because a decision was right a year ago doesn’t mean that it will be right for me, right now. See that is the thing. I am a chameleon shedding my skin continuously. I’m a butterfly learning how to fly.