November 23, 2002
Well hi! Wow I haven't posted anything in forever... geez i have such a darn short attention span. Oh well, the point is im back! yippee! aaand new layout! whoa isn't it the coolest? nods fevereshly. And for once it doesn't feature Hayden Christensen... sigh what a gorgeous man he is... whew... anyway - this ones got Utada Hikaru, she sings that one song for that new game Kingdom Hearts, golly i want that. too bad i dont have play station - ut oh, getting off topic - anyway i think that song is just the coolest sooo here she is in my lovely layout (which is VERY lovely ;/). the real reason im posting this is because... eep im staling. yep, once again, it's the most wonderful time of the year... research paper time. Blarg... I haven't started mine yet... I had to buy a freakin $200 (actually $174 + tax) book for this stupid thing and it STILL hasn't come yet!! aah - what am I to do? I'll tell you what - sit and stall!!! twiddles thumbs nervously AND the week before it's due I can't even work on it. Why, you may ask? Well, because my freakin musical theater class has obligated me to stay after school and help with the freakin musical the week before the show.... which is the week my freakin paper is due! Oh well... if all fails i'll just jump off the roof and break my leg or something... lol that'll give me some extra time away from the musical and some time to write my paper. eep i sure hope it doesn't come down to that. I'll probably end up killing myself... lol oops. Well... looks around... i guess that's all the staling i can do here - OH WAIT! jumps up and down, my chapter came out today!! i can go read my chapter now! whee that will keep me blissfully occupied for a while...! heh... what a good staler I've become. Later!
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August 26, 2002
damnit!!!! i just typed this whole thing up and then my computer froze!!!! no i dont want to type again! oh well here goes nothing - i had such good transitions in the other one... oh well screw transitions ill just get right into it. lets start at the very beginning, a very good place to start... well, i was dreading first period today. i thought i would have to present something i havent completely completed. last thursday we were assigned 2 words (mine were epic and elegy) and we had to look in all the books in the room and find an example of each. i found epic but i couldnt find elegy. anyway it doesnt matter because she didnt make us present them. instead we did an argumentation exercise. our argument was this: 'scientists may be able to uncover medical mysteries and cure diseases with the remains of aborted fetuses. some people think this is an excellent idea and some think its unethical.' when our group got the argument we all agreed that it was a good idea so we were all pro. and then the teacher comes by and tells us were con whether we like it or not. so were stuck arguing something we dont believe in. one guy in our group refused to participate so we were at a disadvantage, especially since the other team already had more members. but somehow we really got into it and it completely changed my views. just from the discussion our group had... i dunno it was weird. but when we did our argument we unanimously won. its strange but before today i was a little against abortion but now im strongly against it. hmm who knows maybe my views will change again tomorrow. second period was like it normally is... not too fun but not too boring. and then after that came my least favorite class - musical theater. sarah, who is one of my best friends, also has that class with me, but she really ignores me. probably because shes in the musical along with the majority of the class so she hangs out with them. and i, am NOT in the musical. god i hate that class. oh well. i always get in a bad mood because i dont exactly appreciate being ignored and after that is lunch and let me tell ya there is nothing worse than being in a bad mood at lunch. it really sucks. the good news (i think) is that i dont think john likes me anymore... if he ever did. when i told him to buy me a cookie with his own money he wouldnt do it and he left and didnt come back. yep, hes my bitch. anyway he did sorta ask me to prom... maybe lol. im a little confused on that but this is what happened - somehow we got talking about prom and john said he didnt want to go without a date. sarah then said "oooh i want to go!!" but john said "yea what about jennifer - wanna go to prom with me?" i wasnt exactly listening so i said something like "huh-what?" and after that he started talking about how pretty i am (uhh riiiiiight... not exactly true) and how he would take me to prom. i sarcastically said to all this "yea right" implying that i thought he was kidding - which he may have been. after that came the final period of the day - biology. we had a quiz aaaaand... i got 100! yippee! well anyway since the girl in back of me wasnt here today jarred kept pushing the desk forward (purposely) to hit mine (he sits in back of the girl in back of me). so we kinda began this desk wars kinda thing. after class got out for some reason we kept poking each other in the head lol yeaaaa... well after school when me carol and cassie were waiting for our ride me and jarred... uhhh... sorta continued our battle of the desks but without the desks. we tend to pester each other. yes strange i know. well, then cassies mommy came and took me and carol and cassie home and when i got home i was HUNGRY. since, if youll remember, john didnt buy me a cookie. soooo i ate a gushers pack, a bunch of goldfish and then 2 chocolate bar thingies. and then at that time my mom decides to call and says that shell be home in 30 minutes and were eating right when she gets home. whoops. i have to work up an appetite... now! soooo if youll excuse me i have to do about 100 jumping jacks.
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August 24, 2002
hmmm... i havent written in quite ahilwe. oops. well as i recall i didnt type anything the last week of camp because... uh... i was too "preoccupied" with stuff and then after that i went to vegas for 10 days. I like vegas... its very bright. we stayed at the venetian which was kinda weird since the summer before i had gone to italy with Nikki. downstairs in the hotel was a mall that looked exactly like venice... there were even gondola rides. it was kinda eerie like the trip came back to haunt me while i was there. not that the trip with nikki was bad... it was actually one of the most fun times of my life. i guess it felt like the place was, er, mocking me, kinda. well that does certainly make me sound crazy. oh well i actually might be. anyway when i came back it was a week before school started again so i was busy with preparing myself for the inevitable. i was scared out of my mind when i was getting my schedule. probably since last years 2nd semester schedule had traumatized me. but, horror of unspeakable horrors, i like my schedule (i say that comic-bookie cliche phrase of upcomming evil just in case i jinx myself with saying something good and karma decides to hurt me). i can tell this year is going to be much better than last (errr great i just jinxed myself... ooooh well). at lunch i sit with sarah, sometimes ashley and her friend meghan, and this guy john. hes a little stange. he pays too much attention to me... its a bit freaky. ashley keeps telling me she thinks he likes me but i think she may be in some sort of denial since she liked john awhile ago and he "broke her heart" or something like that. and speaking of ashley, she got a lead role in the school musical. again. she really has improved her singing over the past year but... i dunno... i just think the musical theater teacher is favoring her over everyone. i like ashley a lot and i really am glad she got the role, she deserves it, but... i just thought there were people better for the part. well its really none of my business. i ALMOST tried out for the musical but then at the last moment i backed out. i now plan to be the very important role of stage manager. justin told me he did it last year and that the job put so much stress on him he started getting nose bleeds... lol... im not so sure im gonna do that anymore. well i think now im about caught up to the present. today (which would be saturday) me, sarah and andrew went to see Serving Sara. andrew's friend janet and mary came too... and andrew likes mary. BUT mary's boyfriend also came. me and sarah were going to do andrew a favor and try to evily steal mary's boyfriend away from her so andrew could uhh have mary all to himself. andrew is getting his licence next month so we made him drive up to the movies. i must say i was very impressed... there was something about him driving that... oh i dunno. forget it moving on - we got to the movies and met his friend janet there. she seemed a little shy but nice. when we got to the movies we saw colin, justin, roy, liz, heather and justin. they were all seeing blue crush but me and sarah convinced them all to come with us and see our movie. for some reason justin colin and roy wanted to sneak in and they wanted me to open the back door to the movie theater. i refused to be an accessory to their crime so i waited for mary and her boyfriend with andrew and janet. they showed up and then we went inside. at first i was sitting next to justin and roy but heather likes justin so i had to switch seats with her. after the movie was out all of us got in a circle and just talked. andrew was talking about homecomming and how he wanted to go this year but only with a date. when he was talking he used sarah as an example of someone he could take and sarah took it... ummm personally. so she now thinks shes going to homecomming with andrew. im sure thats whats going to happen anyway... sarah is kinda like andrew's family friend. his mom and his sister are great friends with her so everyone in his family practicly love her. andrew told me earlier this year he missed having sarah as a girlfriend even though it was over 3 years after they broke up. he must still like her in some way. im just not sure she likes him. she told me when we were in the car leaving that she just wanted to go because ft. myers had their homecomming at a hotel or something. i dont know... maybe im just a little jealous. i mean i would want to go with andrew to his homecomming but not because the hotel... me and andrew have always had a kind of brother-sister rivalry, which is actually a little wrong if you think about what im implying. well sarah is practically apart of their family... he asked her to come to church with him tomorrow. now i cant say im that jealous of that since i wouldnt want to go to church so much because im jewish and christian and just all religion screwed up but hey i would appreciate an invite. im not insulted though... i mean his family dont know me. geez... im getting way too into this. anyway its midnight and im tired so im gonna shut up now. oh yea me and sarah didnt quite succeed in stealing mary's boyfriend away but i guess thats kinda good since it would be a little evil if we did. oh yea and sorry if you cant read this in some parts. the font color looks pretty so deal with it =P
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July 12, 2002
geesh, I haven't written a post all week! hehe whoops... anyway I just got back from seeing men in black II! Christina told me it sucked but I thought it was pretty good. Anyway since Kim is in conneticut (i cannot spell) or new port richie or something, only me and Sarah went and saw it. Well about this week at camp... it was freakin fun! I think maybe the best of all the weeks so far. And we (the voulenteers) didn't have to yell from backstage... "and the VOULENTEERS"... ugh see some of the staff and the voulenteers went on stage during the finale and sang along and I guess Mr. Camp Directer Guy saw us and then said, on stage, in front of an audience, "voulenteers, come here now." holy crap i thought he was gonna yell at us in front of hundreds of people... eep... well thankfully i was wrong! He introduced us indivisually... lol it was awesome, everyone was cheering for us :*) Sarah was crying she was so happy... lol i didnt think it was THAT great but hey it was still pretty cool... geez next week is our last week! Damn i might not come back next year... I gotta get a real paying job ;( Sarah told me next week she was definetley gonna cry, well i think i might too :)~
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July 8, 2002
Today was the first day of a new week of camp.. the theme is american heros... grrr stupid theme... i mean america is great and everything but not to sing and dance about. Well actually it could be an ok theme but they pick stupid songs. But today was fun! No particular reason... it just was... except when I did snack. I had to make extra lemonade because Lindsey didn't make any after she did snack in the morning. And then since I was so busy making lemonade and crap I really did forget to sweep outside and I got yelled at... grrr ya know Allyson forgets everyday literally to do snack and no one gives a shit but when I just forget to sweep I get yelled at... not fair :( well one good thing was I got to play tag with the kids hehe it was fun. But I had to leave early to make snack and right when I left this kid tripped playing tag and broke his ankle lol... I know I sound evil laughing but he was ok. Once I leave everything bad happens ;)
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July 7, 2002
Hurray! I got a new layout... hehe I like this one MUCH better than the last one, Hayden was all evil looking in the other layout and now he's a little better looking :) oooooooh yea, I'm obsessed with Hayden Christensen if ya haven't noticed =P anyway yesterday I got to go shopping! Yay! I hadn't been shopping in about 5 months before yesterday. But I was sick when I went so I didn't stay for long. My mom wanted to return something in this girl store, 579, and I saw my friend Justin in there... lol it was funny. He said he was with "his sister" suuuuure... well anyway at the mall I didn't buy much... just a shirt and a purse. And last night me and Sarah went to the movies and saw Mr. Deeds... hehe it was funny. Kim was gonna come with us but I dont know where she was last night. Hmmm well thats about all that happened yesterday... as for today I just plan to sit on my but all day... fun!!
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July 5, 2002
Aaahh god this always happens!! Right when I'm done typing a post I somehow loose it! Well it's only happened twice so far but still!! that's twice in a row... I finished writting this days post and then my dad kicks me off line. Ugh... anyway today was showday at camp hehe it was fun. But of course the camp director "forgot" to call the voulenteers on stage with the other staff. Well next week if he "forgets" again, which he probably will, we're gonna yell from back stage "and the VOULENTEERS!!!" yea we'll probably get in a little bit of big trouble for that but ooooh well. Oh yea me, Sarah and Kim didn't go to Sean's house today like we normally do on Friday's... lol, he was being mean today =P geez, tonight me Sarah and Kim were supposed to go to the movies but we couldn't because we couldnt get a ride and Kim couldn't go anyway. Grrr... now I'm stuck at home babysitting :( Oh yea... I'm not pissed at Sarah anymore if ya haven't noticed lol... we usually fight for about a day and then forget about it... yea we're weird like that :)~
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Fourth of July, 2002
geez I just typed up this post but when I went to publish it, it didn't save! Grr... anyway I DID just get back from camp at the time of writing of the original post, which was about a half hour ago. Well today at camp half the people didn't come because it's the Fourth of July today so it was pretty uneventful and very boring. Sarah is being such a freakin bitch to me... ugh that girl annoys the hell out of me. Her and Kim just kinda left camp today at noon... that really pissed me off. But then Kim came back around 2 so now I'm only half as much pissed off... still pretty damn pissed though. Anyway tonight we're having a BBQ... with our neighbor... ugh. Our neighbor is this freakin drunk bum... I really dislike him strongly... but for some reason my parents find his lack of cleanliness and stench of beer appealing. Well that's just how I see him. Anyway this Fourth of July is just gonna suck :(
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July 3, 2002
grrr i don't get to go see fireworks tonight ;( i wanted to go but i would have had to go an hour and a half early with my dad who is a little bastard... I don't wanna get into it ;/... anyway no one would have been up there and so I wouldn't have had anything to do BUT i had a plan mwahahah... well not an evil plan. I told Sarah that my dad could give me her and Kim a ride up there and we could get dinner before the show. But no-oh-oh... she was being a little bitch and didn't wanna go ;( SO i told her i would call kim but then she kept going on about how Kim couldn't go up early anyway. So my genius plan failed and my dad left without me. "Convinently" Kim got online about 5 minutes later and I told her about how I could have given her a ride up and, ofcourse, she COULD have gone. grrrr now I'm stuck at home ;(
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Hey everyone this is my first REAL post! Hurray! ANYWAY I just got back from a fun day at the camp I work at. The best part was when we got to eat chinese for lunch... yum... yes food rules my life ;) speakin of food I'm eating Hawaiian Punch Gushers right now... mmmm good. Anyway tonight I'm going to Mirimar to watch fireworks and do other forth of july related activities. I think Sarah Kim and Christina are gonna be there... well they better be there cuz I really don't feel like hangin out with my parents and little sis =P well, that's about all I have to say for right now!
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July 2, 2002
Phew it's pretty late but I just felt like adding one little post before I hit the sack just to see how it looks.... hmmm I sure do hope it looks good... welp, I have to wake up tomorrow in 8 short hours so I think I should stop typing and go to sleep now... =P
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