with thanks to myself The choice was never mine For years I wore the brunt of what you did We’d fight heart to heart You’d open me up, id feel comfortable Then your sucker punch Would send me flying, to depths unreachable With you in my life No enemies were required With you in my plans Friends not interesting either With you in my past I have grown both wise and younger With thanks to myself… Why do they have to leave? Voluntarily or not I can’t hold on We’d start off only for each other Then you’d ruin it - overstep the mark But the fault was mine Ask any of my supposed friends With you in my life I feel isolated With you in my plans I must forget who I am With you in my past I live on and feel gratitude With thanks to myself…… When will I meet me? The real shining beneath what they see Ive not need to be scared Life will help me out …as you get what you are Blessed is how I feel For friends family the real …finally With all this behind me I feel learned totally free With so much to come my way Im thankful for yesterday I never thought it could be this good But here I am living it With thanks to myself… With thanks to myself.