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not tremble
 
My whole life ive questioned where you come from
Ive cowered and run from your hateful relations
I only hope that race offended your youth
I know your only seeking vengance for your father

Why is it that you have to blame me
Tell me man, what is it I have done wrong
You offer acceptance claiming I have brutally sinned
All apologies – But there just no where to begin

The days of wishing away from where you are, were
Countless and painful just some years ago, I 
Looked forward to the day when I can be in a,
Room with you and – not tremble.

I wouldn’t push you for fear of my face on your fist
Nor defame you – you always managed to know it
I object to the way you talk down to my mother
Thankfulness, or I would just not be your brother

Why is it that they have to blame me
Tell me friend, what is it I have done wrong
Please forgive me, for sister I have merely sinned
Your acceptance always allowed me to begin

The days of wishing away from where we were
Countless and painful just some years ago, I 
Looked forward to the day when I can be in this,
Situation and not tremble.

I would like to thank you for all the demons in my head
I recognise your wisdom but your lack of strength
With open arms I welcome you to my new life
Talking to you, I feel im talking to myself

Why is it that I have to blame me
Tell me stranger, what is it I have done wrong
Your facelessness always allowed me to be free
And opened my eyes that now it is all up to me

The days of wishing away from where I was, were
Countless and painful just some years ago, I 
Looked forward to the day when I can be in,
Solitude– and not tremble.

I look forward to the day when 
I can be in a room with you and not tremble
Walk through these doors, and not tremble
Isolate and not tremble
Be alive and 

not tremble.