not tremble My whole life ive questioned where you come from Ive cowered and run from your hateful relations I only hope that race offended your youth I know your only seeking vengance for your father Why is it that you have to blame me Tell me man, what is it I have done wrong You offer acceptance claiming I have brutally sinned All apologies – But there just no where to begin The days of wishing away from where you are, were Countless and painful just some years ago, I Looked forward to the day when I can be in a, Room with you and – not tremble. I wouldn’t push you for fear of my face on your fist Nor defame you – you always managed to know it I object to the way you talk down to my mother Thankfulness, or I would just not be your brother Why is it that they have to blame me Tell me friend, what is it I have done wrong Please forgive me, for sister I have merely sinned Your acceptance always allowed me to begin The days of wishing away from where we were Countless and painful just some years ago, I Looked forward to the day when I can be in this, Situation and not tremble. I would like to thank you for all the demons in my head I recognise your wisdom but your lack of strength With open arms I welcome you to my new life Talking to you, I feel im talking to myself Why is it that I have to blame me Tell me stranger, what is it I have done wrong Your facelessness always allowed me to be free And opened my eyes that now it is all up to me The days of wishing away from where I was, were Countless and painful just some years ago, I Looked forward to the day when I can be in, Solitude– and not tremble. I look forward to the day when I can be in a room with you and not tremble Walk through these doors, and not tremble Isolate and not tremble Be alive and not tremble.