running away alone in the wrong direction certain this is not what i need not now unable to return never able to return where was my mind at the time i shuold have known it was driving me over the edge straight down toward the earth beyond recognition straight down toward the earth over the edge walking the tight rope ten million miles off course why me im lost and im frightened misguided and frightened what was i thinking telling you i loved you i should have known what was driving me over the edge straight down away from me too far to be temprorary straight down toward the truth over the edge how is this possibly feeling alright to me certain this is what i need i know this is what i need how can i admit this to myself to my mother this is going to be driving me over the edge straight down toward the truth everythings contrary straight down away from me im over the edge i am over the edge