Its loving who
you are and becoming what you want to be its in forgiving the mistakes you make
and for appreciating risks you take.
Its not making sense when sense is to be
made and letting go when it isn’t really time.
Its waking up and caring neither way if it ended now or didn’t
Its deciding on who to call - what to
wear - where to go - who to ignore - who to please –
when to eat - what to wash - what to clean
- who to be like and deciding who I am
on this day
Its being fake and being real and
remembering you from last nite - its forgetting you –
its rubbing my eyes - eating too much -
laughing to hard - scratching my hand - running red lights –
speeding away hoping to be caught (I need to
learn this lesson soon) its wanting for tomorrow –
wanting to be like him - its wondering if he
want to be like me
Its hoping to see your name in orange lights - hoping my modem
connects first go –
its looking forward to tomorrows school
and loasting with alanis in
the wind
Its today
Its Sunday
6 april 03