all that i could handle why did you spend so much time on me i was dropped by the masses pointed and condemned for living - my life you opened up to as much fucking we could handle stopped only by the dimming of the light it had been (centuries) since my last stimulation hiding behind the wall transparent only to you probing my man hood questioning all i knew you broke through to what was hidden to me ambitions memories wants and it was beautiful raw concentrated open paralysing now and it was all that i could handle