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Plans failing
The boy
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Tuesday, 26 July 2005
Oh Well
Mood:  down
Topic: Plans failing
All right....Well I've been planning my boyfriends biggest gift ever for like a month now and today was the big day I got the biggest thing out of my way. I was sooooo happy. It was actually coming together and was going to happen. He was going to be so surprised...And he would never guess all I would do for him. So I was like on a cloud. great weight lifted and all. now all I had to do was wait. So I saw him later today and he ruined the mood. I barely even want to go through with it anymore.He just made me feel bad and drove off, I did see him later and got him to apalogize, but still I felt like crap. and now my stomach feels like it's being torn around inside me. Damn scar tissue. anywayz If you hadn't guest yet his gift was a very sexy outfit on me in a hotel room with a whirlpool tube in it and well a blidefold and maybe some handcuffs(for him to wear) and now all my motivation has left me and I do not know what to do anymore. I'll probably still do it and I know he'll love it all and that'll make me happy...but right now I just feel crappy. Goodnight folks.

Posted by vamp2/twilighteyes at 12:09 AM CDT
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Wednesday, 20 July 2005
Mood:  irritated
Topic: The boy

So again the boy upsets me. It really isn't a big deal or anything. It just hurts. He has a headache and is just staying in. I was going to offer coming over and looking after him or helping him out, but he just wants to sleep.....All I was thinking about today was going out and seeing him. It blew up in my face. I should learn to stop raising my hopes everyday. It just keeps crumbling down.......I have something big planned for his birthday and am slowly losing motivation to do it....thats just sad. Maybe it is me just being wierd and bitchy I do not know really. Oh well.....guess I'm going to stay home tonight. Great

Posted by vamp2/twilighteyes at 8:51 PM CDT
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Mood:  don't ask
Topic: The boy
Alright...well today the boy has been acting odd. His names Dan and he is leaving for Arazona in a month.... :( So It is already really hard. He had quit smoking a while back and I just found out today that he had started again. That is just really depressing to me.And then This is my one day off this week so me and him were going to relax at home but we ended up going freakin everywhere for pointless things. The first two things weren't give his sis meds at work for a headache....then to the bank....but everywhere else we could have done without. But oh well I had no say. I just wanted to relax with him. But he really did not seem like he wanted to be alone with me today. Oh well...we will see how tomorrow goes then....hopefully better.
Wish me Luck

Posted by vamp2/twilighteyes at 12:44 AM CDT
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