Topic: Plans failing
All right....Well I've been planning my boyfriends biggest gift ever for like a month now and today was the big day I got the biggest thing out of my way. I was sooooo happy. It was actually coming together and was going to happen. He was going to be so surprised...And he would never guess all I would do for him. So I was like on a cloud. great weight lifted and all. now all I had to do was wait. So I saw him later today and he ruined the mood. I barely even want to go through with it anymore.He just made me feel bad and drove off, I did see him later and got him to apalogize, but still I felt like crap. and now my stomach feels like it's being torn around inside me. Damn scar tissue. anywayz If you hadn't guest yet his gift was a very sexy outfit on me in a hotel room with a whirlpool tube in it and well a blidefold and maybe some handcuffs(for him to wear) and now all my motivation has left me and I do not know what to do anymore. I'll probably still do it and I know he'll love it all and that'll make me happy...but right now I just feel crappy. Goodnight folks.