i have the house to myself. Bo is at work, and i'm not scheduled until sunday night. i love him. spent most of last night trying to find blue angel. whoever she is, where ever she is, years back i read some of her fan fics, and i'd like to see them again. i had thought they were great, i'd be interested to see how, and if, i've matured. i've decided i need to lose 30 pounds before i go clothes shopping...yeah right, not if i spend free time sitting here with the computer screen glow and cigarettes. i really need to quit. i can't stand to smoke anymore, but i do it out of habit. the same with eating...hmm, sounds like a possible addictive personality to me. i'll have to think about that. come to think about it, i have quite a few bad habits to ditch. thank god i don't toke anymore (been clean for two years with no desire to change that!!! yay me!) or drink. i did have a couple in january, enjoyed the buzz, but i learned years ago to know when to say when. puking that stuff up is not fun! bo has started to go serious punk. yesterday i had to tackle him and give him kisses. thank god he tolerates me. i want to marry him in a few years. someday maybe even give my parents some grandkids to spoil. need to at least get my associates degree and get out of debt and get a decent car (horray for nissan- extended bed, extended cab, awesome towing capacity), and our own place. someday. okaybye.