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computer screen glow and cigarettes
Friday, 22 July 2005
alone, and not lonely
Mood:  lazy
i have the house to myself. Bo is at work, and i'm not scheduled until sunday night. i love him. spent most of last night trying to find blue angel. whoever she is, where ever she is, years back i read some of her fan fics, and i'd like to see them again. i had thought they were great, i'd be interested to see how, and if, i've matured. i've decided i need to lose 30 pounds before i go clothes shopping...yeah right, not if i spend free time sitting here with the computer screen glow and cigarettes. i really need to quit. i can't stand to smoke anymore, but i do it out of habit. the same with eating...hmm, sounds like a possible addictive personality to me. i'll have to think about that. come to think about it, i have quite a few bad habits to ditch. thank god i don't toke anymore (been clean for two years with no desire to change that!!! yay me!) or drink. i did have a couple in january, enjoyed the buzz, but i learned years ago to know when to say when. puking that stuff up is not fun! bo has started to go serious punk. yesterday i had to tackle him and give him kisses. thank god he tolerates me. i want to marry him in a few years. someday maybe even give my parents some grandkids to spoil. need to at least get my associates degree and get out of debt and get a decent car (horray for nissan- extended bed, extended cab, awesome towing capacity), and our own place. someday. okaybye.

Posted by vamp2/kaykay1986 at 4:44 PM EDT
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Thursday, 21 July 2005
first of many
Mood:  irritated
pms is a curse. moodswings are a vile, evil thing. anything that contributes to nasty outbursts at Bo is... arhhg... exasperating. scream silent screams, count to ten, and try to convince yourself not to make an appointment for antidepressants.

Posted by vamp2/kaykay1986 at 10:47 PM EDT
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