New Beginnings by Persephone




Willow Rosenberg pressed harder on the gas pedal. She was determined to be as far away from Los Angeles as possible before sundown. She cursed as she thought about how stupid she had been. It had seemed like such a good idea at the time, a perfect way to say thank you to Angel. After the battle with the first, no one was sure about where they should go. It had been a quick decision to head to LA and regroup there. Angel and the rest of Angel Investigations had welcomed them with open arms.

Angel had allowed them to move into the Hyperion Hotel and use that for a new base of operations. Once Willow was able to get her feet back under her, she had begun to look for a way to repay Angel. She knew that his soul was still a constant worry and he couldnít move on and be happy without the clause, so she decided to try and find a way to make it permanent. While looking for that, Willow had found a way to give Spike his body back. She decided to wait and see if she could find the other spell before telling Spike. It had only take 3 months to find everything she needed and get ready for the spell.

She had decided to surprise Spike and Angel with the news last night after everyone had left. Angel had been reluctant at first and Spike had been thrilled at the thought of being physical again. Willow had decided that it would be perfect this way. Angel and Spike could both court Buffy, though that had worried her for a moment, and everyone would be happy. Willow blissful overlooked the fact that Angel and Spike could barely stand each other and that Buffy had taken to avoiding both of them. She also ignored the fact that constant exposure to Angel and Spike had her crush quickly moving into full-blown love.

So here she was doing 70 miles an hour on the highway heading out of California. She wasnít running because she had failed, no the spells had been a success. Willow was running from what had happened after the spells. Willow rubbed at the stiff muscles in her neck, her hand accidentally running across the bite marks on her neck. A shiver worked its way down her spine and heat pooled low in her belly. She gulped and forced the memories to the back of her mind. She quickly pulled her hand back to the wheel and with her other hand, scrambled for the radio.

ďEvery road trip must have loud music,Ē Willow assured herself as she missed the button for the radio. ďIt was an unspoken rule or something,Ē Willow babbled, trying desperately to keep memories at bay. ďThe music had to be loud and you had to sing along at the top of your lungs,Ē Willow continued as her hand slipped off the button again. Her green eyes flashed from the road to the radio and she almost sobbed with relief when her hand finally found the button and the radio switched on. Willow took a deep breath, determined to sing whatever came on, however the breath stuck in her throat when the music began to play.

Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told, I tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
But the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though Iíve tried Iíve fallen
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So donít come round here and
Tell me I told you so

We all begin out with good intent
When love is raw and young
We believe that we can change ourselves
The past can be undone
But we carry on our back the burdens time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
Itís the bitter taste of losing everything
Iíve held so dear

Iíve fallen
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So donít come round here and
Tell me I told you so

Heaven bend to take my hand
Iíve nowhere left to turn
Iím lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turn their heads embarrassed
Pretend that they donít see
That itís one wrong step one slip before you know it
And there doesnít seem a way to be revealed.

Though Iíve tried Iíve fallen
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So donít come round here and
Tell me I told you so

Iíve fallen
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So donít come round here and
Tell me I told you so



Willow let her breath out in a rush, her heart was beating fast in her chest and her hands were clammy on the wheel. ďOh goddess,Ē she moaned as she lost the battle to the memories that the song had brought to the surface.


Early this morning:

Willow woke up slowly. Her head was beginning to pound from all the magic that she had done. Her stomach was starting to roll and she took a deep breath, hoping to stop herself from throwing up. As she took a breath, she felt weighed down. Willow tried to roll over and found that her legs were tangled in something that held her firmly in place. Her green eyes opened cautiously and she found herself staring into Angelís dark brown eyes.

Willow blinked a couple times and then tried to rub her eyes, only to have her hand caught by Angelís. Her green eyes widened in surprise and confusion as she stared into Angelís eyes. Her mind was having a hard time figuring out what was going on. Her mouth opened and then snapped closed again when a hand ran down her waist to rest on her hip.

Her breath caught in a gasp, she was naked! She wrenched her hand free of Angelís and caught the other hand. Willow became aware that her legs were tangled with Angels and Spikeís. Angel was still smiling at her, his dark eyes beginning to burn with desire. Willow gulped and shook her head slightly, trying to think of something to say that would stop this.

ďUmm, Angel, Spike..Ē she started as Angel and Spike rolled her gently on her back, their legs holding her lower body still as they leaned over her. ďThis is a really bad idea,Ē she babbled as their hands began to gently run over her curves.

ďOh I donít think so, Pet,Ē Spike murmured as he nuzzled her neck with his nose before running his tongue down her neck.

Willow moaned and arched her head back to give Spike better access. As he began to nip and suck, Angelís mouth closed over hers. For a moment there was nothing but the cool drag of Angelís tongue in her mouth. His lips played with hers, drawing her deeper into the kiss. Her head was forced back as his mouth pressed her into the pillow.

Spikeís mouth moved lower. The coolness creating a new fire as Spikeís mouth began to trace her breasts. Willow instinctively arched into his mouth and Spike began to suck on her nipple. His teeth gently scraped the rigged tip. Willow arched again and her mouth ripped away from Angelís, a low moan escaping her throat.

Willowís eyes closed as another moan broke from her as Angelís hands began to stroke over her again. Spikeís mouth left her breast and traversed across her chest to her other breast. His cool tongue traced around the edge of her areole before pulling away to blow cool air on the damp skin. Willowís handís speared through Spikeís head, trying to pull him closer to her skin.

Angelís hands were now busy parting Willowís legs. His cool fingers stroked over her flushed flesh, creating a fresh wave of fire. His fingers stroked closer and closer, moving upwards. Willowís legs spread wider, moaning and back arching into both menís hands.

Spikeís mouth slammed down on Willowís, causing her to swallow her own moan. Her lips parted easily and her tongue curled around Spikeís. Her mouth clamped down on his and sucked strongly. Spikeís hands clenched on her shoulders and pulled her closer.

Spike dragged his mouth away from Willowís lips. She smiled up at him with passion burning in her bright green eyes. Spikeís brilliant blue eyes burned down, a flame of desire blazed higher before his mouth once again claimed hers. Willowís breath caught in her throat as her arms wrapped around his neck, delighting in his coolness against her heat, pulling him even closer against her.

Angelís hands paused as Willow and Spike kissed. His dark eyes possessive as he watched his two loves kiss. He brushed Willowís legs open even more, delighting in the sight of her open to him. Her arousal was permeating the air, her skin flushed with desire.

Willow was lost in a sea of sensation. Spikeís mouth was hard against hers, tongue tracing her teeth. Angelís hands were lifting her legs, bracing them apart and then his breath was cool against the skin of her thighs. Willow arched in surprise; her mouth tearing away from Spikeís to moan as Angelís tongue dipped into her.

One of Willowís hands tangled in Angelís dark hair, holding him against her. Her green eyes opened, smoky with passion and met burning light blue eyes. Spike was grinning at her, the skin tight across his cheeks and nostrils flared. As Angelís tongue caressed her folds, nudging at her clit, Willowís bit her lip. She groaned at the sensations, her legs spraying ever wider.

Spike moved down her body, his tongue caressing as he went. A scream was ripped from Willowís throat as Spikeís fingers dipped inside of her. Angelís mouth continued to torment her as Spikeís fingers thrust in side of her. Fire was beginning to spread through her, breath caught in her throat and then ecstasy exploded in her brain.



The sound of a horn brought Willow out of her memories. Hands jerked in the wheel as Willow righted her car in the lane. Her heart was pounding and her breath was coming in gasps as she tried to calm down. Willowís decision to leave became firmer as she realized that if just the thought of what had happened last night could do that then who knows what would happen if she had stayed. She probably would have jumped them with the slightest provocation.

Definitely not good, Willow decided. A sign up ahead showed a travel plaza and a glance at the clock showed that she had been driving for four hours. Food sounded good and she did need gas. She should have enough of a head start but you could never tell with how Spike drove. Willow took comfort from the fact that they didnít know what direction she was headed. And the fact they couldnít track her employment, her last program had netted her several million. So with her other savings it would be a long time before she had to work again.


TBC


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