Would soemone kill me please
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: Type O Negative
well, whats to say, well i Proposed to the love of my life yesterday, and well it did not go quite as expected,well besides the look of dissapointment, she informed me that the rock was not big enough, :(, i was shocked to say the least, it is almost like the women i had fallen in love with really was not who i thought she was, i though that matial possession did not matter to her but i guess i was wrong with a rude awaking. turns out she is just like the rest of the rud ass women in this world,i mean i dont have all the money in the world, i origanly picked one out that 4000 dallars, which was not all that much, but the more i thouht about it, i would rather buy a home that me and our kids could live in instead of beeing in debt for 2 years making another payment on top of what we already have, so i looked i looked and found one that i could afford with the money i had now, but i guess that was the wrong desion. i only thought about the futer but i amnot sure if there is enen going to be, but.. well after that i went home, and shew was very upset that she had been so conceded, crying her eyes out. it made me very very sad to see her like that. so she came home, i had dinner cooked as usual, she went straight to the bathroom and i was still finnishing up dinner and she came out, and handed me the braclet and watch and earrings that i have bought for her adn said she was undiserving of then, I stoped her graded her hand and put the braclet back on and the watch and asked her to sit down, and basicly shoved all that was said down my throut and proposed again, and it was no better than the first but there was no complaints this time. so i pose this question to all of you who will never read this, is what i did the right thing to do, becasue i dont know anymore..