11-18-03 Ok i'm trying to get as much as possible done everyday before i go back to work and as all of you that know me, know well it'll prolly be till the next time i'm off to update again..... Links page is up and running. If you wanna be linked to my site just msg me on aim logicalerr0r.
11-19-03 Added poems i'll be adding more poems later on sometime. Till then feel free to read the ones i have posted. I would post some of my own but i suck at poetry.
11-20-03 Adding more poems. Each poem I added on it's own separate page it makes easier for people to view the ones they want. Enjoy.
11-24-03 So much for having a clean date.... I'm not even gonna post one b/c the day I do I'll have to keep posting new days. Fuck it, I was clean for a month. I keep trying and trying but obviously not hard enough. Soon i'm gonna get a blog going so all you people can see what a sick and twisted life I have. I think I might add a few more links and pics today but not really sure.
11-25-03 Ok today I didn't have much time to update
but I will in the next few days. I got caught up with painting my interior of my truck eventually I'll customize the whole thing and throughout the process I will take pics and post em. As you can tell I like custom and show trucks and I also like to do them myself.
11-26-03 For all of you who like customizing your own vehicle well, I gotta say I like doing it but damn plastic interior parts are a bitch to paint. It seems like I had to put almost 5 coats of paint to make it stick but eventually it did stick. Last night I watched american beauty again. That movie is pretty damn good b/c it reminds me of my life so much how one day I just decided to live my life like I want. Just not giving a shit is how I feel about life. I think from now on when I post I'll put music of the day. I listen to so many different types of music of course I can find a song that represents how I feel each day. No update today just saying what I feel. Since I have tomorrow off from work I will hopefully update with a blog or something. That's all for now. /My music for today is "invincible" by borknagar/
12-05-03 Ok, so I haven't updated in a long time......I guess life is just keeping me too busy for this shit. As all of you know I tried quiting drugs and such well fuck it it's not worth it anymore. If I wanna waste my life away it's my decision. One less idiot on this earth once I die anyways. So far I've enjoyed my percosets, oxy-contins, vallums and alcohol. I've come to realize you only get one life so why not have fun. Yeah, I know I'm an asshole. The DNA test came back positive so it looks like I get fucked all kinds of ways. Now I'm stuck with a daughter I'll be paying for 18 years of my life. Not to mention since the stupid girl who lied to me about her age had my ass arrested and I'm a convicted felon now I will have to register as a sex offender for 10 years which pisses me off. I might lose my truck now b/c of paying child support and if I don't have a truck, I don't have a job and then I get to spend 2 years in jail. So fuck life and everyone in it. I'm a little behind in the news but I just saw something about Rush Limbaugh being addicted to pain pills which is pretty funny if you ask me. Here we have a very well respected man in radio and he's hooked on pills bah here's the cnn headlines
/todays music: Blow up the outside world By: Soundgarden/
12-06-03 Today I did a bunch of shit I needed 2 do like tint my back window which of course was fun. I hate tinting windows it's too time consuming. Of course i put 3% limo black tint now I can't see shit through it which is good. Also washed it and cleaned it. Then my ex called me up and asked to take her out to eat which I did. We are really good friends but I dunno, my body feels an attraction to her and it sucks cus I know we will never be together again and she doesn't want me to quit coming around so I dunno what to do. I really feel like I should stay away for now but eh I'm kinda stuck. Anyone with suggestions post on the tagboard. As it is I feel very unattractive and feel like she's my desperate attempt to get some attention but who knows. That's all I have for today. I'll prolly throw in a few new links if I can find em.
/todays music: People are strange By: The Doors/
12-08-03 I wasn't supposed to work today but my boss called me yesterday and asked me to work so I said ok. I went into work and had a half-ass decent day. I got off and starting thinking about how my life sucks again and blah blah blah...... I wanna say fuck relationships and really I hate em but, for some reason I've been in so many of them I'm kinda used to the misery that comes with em. Maybe one day I'll meet the girl of my dreams but I seriously doubt that. I guess I'm living in a dream like everyone else. Yeah I know, eating pills isn't gonna help any but I figure it like this.....I wanna die anyways so why not slow suicide like drugs? Sounds good to me. I guess everyone sees now that I'm not exactly right in the head which I don't mind. Maybe tomorrow I'll add a damn blog so all you can post your input on my life.
/todays music: Edgecrusher By: Fear Factory/
12-9-03 Ok today I finally got my blog up.
Terms : There are no fucking terms!!!
more crap
hmmmm
Bullshit Goes Here:
Posted By: Aaron W.
Date: 11-17-03
Source: Yours Fucking Truely
