Bother
Wish
I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason;
my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
{Solo: Corey}
Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
with its memories
Diaries left
with cryptic entries
And you don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on:
I'll never live down my deceit
Death Of A Soul
In
the end it doesn’t matter
Who
was right or who was wrong
The
results were the same
It’s
only a matter of opinion as to who is to blame
The
death of the soul in the end is truly the souls choice
So
she made their wishes came true
In
their words of anger and hatred
A
soul was crushed and died a painful death
An
empty shell remains full of anguish and pain
Her
only wish is for them to be happy
What
she ever wanted or dreamed doesn’t matter anymore
Their
smiles of victory fall on blind eyes clouded with tears
Laughter
rings forever in her now deaf ears
She
gave them what they wanted and in the end it was for naught
Denied
even the comfort of death
The
past is thrown at her again and again
Not
one ounce of forgiveness dwells within their hearts
So
the pain will last forever buried deep inside
Because
no one cares anymore
Only
one lingering ghost remembers
And
in a mind of madness she now
resides
Hiding
away forever never more to let ANYONE inside
That
lies the path of pain
Destruction
of the soul with the lie of love
It
doesn’t exist for ones such as us