Okay, you've come this far which means that your interested in who I am. Well, maybe not in who I am but rather who I will be.
The Past (being the last 3 years and current)
: I've never been much of a social person, I usually prefered to stick to myself. I was alone.... I got used to it, but the hardest part was feeling like I'd never have anyone. This was the hardest part for me. I still feel that way. I know i shouldn't and that it just brings me down even more but it is still hard. Oh well.... I'm hoping that I'll find some friends. I don't have that many and I know i'm going to need some soon. I don't remember much before the last three years, I really wish that wasn't so. My main memories are those of being Ashley, and then a few glimpses from the guy side of me. I'm still not that passable yet but hopefully, with time and practice that will change. Which I'm sure it will. The hard part of all of it is finding ggs (genetic girls for those of you who don't know) or tgs (transgenders) who understand and are okay. I'm 190 right now and 6' 1". Another 30 lbs and my weight should be okay with me not being passable yet. The hardest part is trying to get my face looking femme. Hopefully, I'll find some who are okay with me not being femme yet and will just be free to talk to me about everything. Who knows, with luck I'll find a significant other among them. There is so much more to add, I just am tired of dealing with my emotions alone and just need some friends to be around for me.
: The summer of 2005 is when i plan on starting to transition. I'll be 19 and out on my own.... FINALLY!! I know it will be scarey but i plan on doing it to the best of my abilities. I'll finally be free to be the girl I was meant to be. Given time, I know I'll be able to look totally femme, but I do not know when and or if I'll have found another girl (tg or gg). Hopefully I will find someone to be able to be happy with and to take some of the scarieness away from transitioning. I'll find some pics and post them in the pictures area of what I would like to end up looking like. I'll also get some of myself to post eventually. Well If you want to chat just e-mail me or send me a message: ashley_thetgirl@yahoo.com.
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