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I know i should be tired...I only got 4 hours of sleep last night, but somehow i'm still wide awake....i drove thirty minutes to talk to frecou about nocca, and all that business, and all he did was sit there and tell me i was making the wrong decision. "if i were in your shoes, i wouldn;t be making that decision , kelly" errrr..oh also the "well if you quit nocca you can't run back to me and expect to be in wind ensemble" mr frecou, I wouldn;t run to you if my life depended on it. The year i have known you, you've discouraged me more than anyone I have ever known!! well cleaning up my room today i realized, If I was a little more careful, or took a little more time when trying on all the outfits i do a a day, and put them back in the closet, I might not have to spend entire days doing that shit. I think i'm sort of waiting for dustin to call...I'm not too sure why, he;s sort of a bum....not as in how he dresses or anything, but he bummed stuff off of me every chance he got.I really want some coffee right about now...Maybe i'm addicted to caffeine.. Did you knwo that if your addicted to caffeine you get extremely bad headaches when you dont have any.. I think i'm addicted to new jeans...If i dont have new jeans in a long period of time, I get these real bad headaches...im joking but can you have an addiction to everything...wow the world is really fucked up lately....who wants to get married to their own gender and rely on machines for their sexual pleasure the rest of their life....I dont understand... Youth america is coming up....when my dad drops me off, they are having a family meeting. My church has never met my family, and my mom wont even be in town then....mm..I know my sister wont go!! ergh, im a little worried . ok well im out