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fuck you, by me

Saturday, 10 July 2004

go ahead stupid bitch, ruin my day, i dont care

i was having a good day until that bitch fucked it up...but to understand the full shittiness of what happened, i have to start from the beginning....... so my cousin steph introduces me to her friend katy at a christmas party (yes, that long ago) and we got along really well...a while later i started to like her so i got her number and we started to talk on the phone every now and then...and almost every friday for like 4 or 5 weeks we both spent the night at my cousins, but we never did anything "intimate"...not even kiss. then i was talking to her on the phone a while back(almost 2 months ago)and she asked me if i was goin to their house, and i told her yes, so she went to. you gotta understand that my aunt was never home on the weekends, so its not like if we did anything we had to be afraid of getting caught. back to the story, after jj(my guy cousin) and steph went to bed, me and katy sat on the couch and watched alice in wonderland. when we were watching it the second time (you know how kids these days are... just love those trippy movies) i kissed her. we "got close" and then pretty much just cuddled on the couch all night. that night she took my watch and i took her zero bracelet she told me she stole from one of her guy friends. she told me three days later she just started dating this guy, and that didnt bother me. when i started trying to call her to tell her i wanted my watch back, she started avoiding my calls. that kind of annoyed me, but not bad;i dont really use a watch in the summer anyway. then two weeks ago, my whole family met up at my other aunts house to visit and stuff. me and steph were talking and she said katy used to joke around calling me a stalker, so i told her that im tired of katy avoiding me and if she wanted her bracelet back she could call me and tell me. i havent tried to call her since like 3 days before then. so today i i.m. her on aol and her bf starts tellin me i need to stay away from her and she doesnt want to talk to me and all this. when i asked him why, he said "because of what you did to her that night" and im thinkin to myself....as i recall, she was ready and willing, i didnt do anything she didnt want me to do....so i tell the guy that i didnt know she had a bf (the truth) and that i didnt make her do anything. hes all tellin me "i know for a fact that she told you" and i asked him how and he said that her and stephanie (my cousin) told him. i called stephanie when we were done, but ill get to that later. i told him they were both lying, and he could believe whatever he wanted. then i asked him things like "did you ask her why she kissed me" and "did you ask her why she cuddled with me all night" and "did you ask her why she slept on the couch with me all night" and then he says him and katy are "working out the kinks" and that i needed to stop talking shit. i asked him what exactly he was told about that night and he said "what happened that night is none of your business".....even though it was ME and katy at MY cousins and she was all up on ME!!! so we went on about it for a while and then i asked him" why are you trippin" and he was like,"are you of african american decent?trippin,lmao" so i said no im not black, but good job stereotyping a whole race of people because i left the g off of the word "tripping". then i called him a fucking racist and told him "congrats on joining the ignorant-ass internet lingo scene, fuckin dumbass"..then he was like im not racist, i have more black friends than you could count...right, because i dont know about you but i cant count past one...seems like hes the only one who figured out (dumbass).so i told him i bet all of them would love to hear you stereotype the "african american" race again.....then i said,"come on, you can do it, stereotype another group of people, go on" then he said that they needed to stop talking to me and signed off. so then i call stephanie to chew her ass out and i she said that she has talked to that guy all of two times and that she never said that. so she called katy and then called me back and said that katy didnt want to tell her anything and then she was tellin me i could kick the guys ass anyway.(i consider myself an open person, but guys who claim to be straight and wear makeup(other that actors) are fucking idiots. when i asked her why i could kick his ass she said because he is a pussy little bitch that wears eyeliner....that was about it

Posted by vamp/ilovepsychos at 10:59 PM CDT
Updated: Monday, 12 July 2004 2:21 PM CDT
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Friday, 9 July 2004

another stupid day
today sucked big monkey balls. first my ex girlfriend calls me cryin because her parents are getting divorced, then i found out that my dad and stepmom are getting divorced! on top of that, my dumb bitch of a step sister is causin all kind of drama in my house and she doesnt even move in til tomorrow! her dad (my step dad) is the greatest, nicest person on earth and she treats him like shit....GOD it fuckin pisses me off

Posted by vamp/ilovepsychos at 10:23 PM CDT
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Thursday, 8 July 2004

i miss you
work sucked today, but i miss you my blink came on and i like that song...if you havent heard it, here are the lyrics

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)

Posted by vamp/ilovepsychos at 10:56 PM CDT
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Wednesday, 7 July 2004

another boring day
today was another insignificant day. school is out, so i have no one to bother all day except my family. so today i did what all kids my age should be doing....i made sparkler bombs and threw them in peoples yards.it was okay. i talked to my ex on the phone and made her cry, but not on purpose...she just cant handle the truth of who i am...i guess its my fault for being me

Posted by vamp/ilovepsychos at 11:33 PM CDT
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Tuesday, 6 July 2004

hello
hey, its like 1:07am so i thought that i would create some kind of web page. today was okay, but yesterday was alot better, so ill talk about it.
i got to hang out with my closest friend morgan. she is probably the coolest chick in texas.we talked, watched a movie, then went walking around her neighborhood at about 12:45 last night. she knows everything about me, which is kinda creepy...she is so beautiful, but i cant have her and it sucks.....but i still have the greatest time with her

Posted by vamp/ilovepsychos at 1:01 AM CDT
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