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I couldn't help but think about everything that has happened since I came back to the XWF almost two months ago. Everything from the god awful Chalupa gimmick, in which I was forced to defend a piece of crap title with a Taco Bell bag taped to it, to the great partnership with Keith. Things had started off rough in the XWF for me. When Jon saddled me with the Chalupa character, I felt like my career was over. I was stuck with a cartoony gimmick, and I had no chance of becoming anything more then a comic side show. But then, I found my way out. I put my mask on the line, and made sure that I did not come out the victor Lord Of the Ring. Steve Sanders took the Mexican Title home with him that night, but in return, I was set free. The next night on Massacre, I made my presence known to the world. I had it set up so I could team with Keith Sharpe. I saw talent in this guy, and I knew that together, we could be something special.

Bob Fairway, gave me and Keith the chance to shine. He put us in a match with Hellfire X and Armageddon X plus the combination of Krazzy Kidd and Kold Killa. We busted ass for that match, preparing ourselves, and trying to learn to trust each other. We came out on top that night, and our prize was a shot at the Tag Titles, and a roster spot on Anarchy. Now, to be honest, I really didn't give a rats ass about Keith when we first formed this team. I never had cared about anybody but myself in the past, and I guess I figured why start now? But the strangest thing began to happen, Keith and I started to become more then just another pairing of two wrestlers. We started to become a real team. With that team work, and communication, the foundation of a friendship was built.

With our friendship came some changes in me. First and foremost, I began to care about what happened to others in my life, but I also began to regret some of the things I had done in my life. Mainly, my relationship with my brother Sean. I wasn't the same person anymore. Something inside of me had changed my life for the better. I still couldn't go back in time and take any of my bad deeds away, but I could start making up for those mistakes today. And I was going to do just that.

No longer would I allow myself to be the person I had been all these years. There would be no more vampires, no more split personalities, and no more disregard for the lives of those around me. I had already lost Destiny, and I had lost my brother, but I had a new life now, and by damn I was going to make the best of it, or die trying!

Suddenly my cell phone rang interrupting my train of thought. I pulled out my phone and looked at the caller id. It was Destiny, my Ex.

Micheal Graves
Destiny?

Destiny
Yes Micheal, it's me.

Micheal Graves
Excused me if I seem confused, but exactly why are you calling me?

Destiny
Well... I just... I wanted to talk.

Micheal Graves
Ok, about what?

Destiny
About us...

Micheal Graves
From my understanding, there is no us anymore.

Destiny
Well... I.... I don't know Micheal. I mean...

Micheal Graves
Where's your boyfriend?

Destiny
He left me, I guess he 's afraid that you might come back to finish what you started.

Micheal Graves
No.. I've moved on.

Destiny
Are you sure?

Micheal Graves
Destiny, I can't take these games anymore! Either you want to be with me or you don't! Quit flip flopping on me and make up your mind!

Destiny
(sigh) Micheal, I still have feelings for you. I always will.

Micheal Graves
Yeah, and?

Destiny
I... I don't know. Part of me wants to leap into your arms right now, and hope for the best, but another part of me says that what we had is over.

Micheal Graves
Ok, I'll tell you what, I have a big match at Massacre this week. Afterwards I will be heading back home. Come by later this week, and we will talk about it, ok?

Destiny
Ok, Tuesday?

Micheal Graves
That's fine.

Destiny
All right Micheal, I'll see you then.

Micheal Graves
Ok...

With that, Destiny hung up the phone. I just sat back and let out a sigh. Getting back with Destiny would be great, God knows I still love her, but the fact is, I'm just not sure this is the right time. I have to worry about the Dark Horizon on Monday, and then the Tag Champs on the following Sunday. There was just too much weighing down on me right now, sooner or later, something was going to have to give...