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I COULD.BE.BOUNDED.IN.A.NUTSHELL
AND.COUNT.MYSELF.A.KING.OF.INFINITE.SPACE.
WERE.IT.NOT.THAT.I.HAVE.BAD.DREAMS

COLDPHIRE > > VANITY > Dreamscapes

Don't feel bad....Even I think I'm weird.

05.28.05
So this was one of those dreams that lasted all fucking night long right. It was all dark, desaturated colors. All took place at nighttime. And it was all in a very Johnen Vasquez/Invader Zim-esqe type style however it was reality. How do I put that correctly. As if the way the characters are drawn in Invader Zim cartoons were actually flesh and blood bodies, saavy?...I was child size and so was pretty much everyone else (with the exception of Steve Guttenburg and the really fat people that were in this hotel towards the end of the dream, they were all of normal human physical size and shape...well if morbidly obese people are of "normal" human physical size and shape...anyway). At first I lived alone in this massive, dillapidated old house in the middle of this very comic book, gothic-gotham type city (all dark woods and brass and iron and shit). I was a very suspicious, paranoid type guy that could move very quickly and dissapear into shadows and was very phisically powerful (all ninja like even). So I zipped around the city on various suspicion-laden, paranoid search for nothing that I can actually remember. What I do remember was when I realized the scale of my body as being that of a small, cartoon boy size (for those who are Zim-saavy think Dib), it was then that I found myself sneaking, ducking, and weaving into this dark ass house where a rave-esqe type party of cartoon children type people were partying. Steve Guttenburg was a house keeper of sorts and was dusting and shit as I flipped past him shrouded in shadows. I made my way next to this chick who supposedly I had been looking for. When I "appeared" beside her she kinda freaked out, which freaked me out and promted be to melt back into the shadows. I was on my way out of the place and slipping past Steve Guttenburg when he reached out and tried to grab my arm. I jumped back against the side wall and stared at him in disbelief not understanding how he could see me. He started mumbling (in a old, wavering German accent no less) out "poor little guy, you should not be hiding in the shadows. You can be better than Ravnos, better than Malkavian." This got under my skin as if some secret I had kept from the world had been blurted out in public as if common knowledge. I spit back at him "did you say R-r-ravnos (note the rolling of the R, oh yeah!)" as if it were poison on my tongue. I was really pissed, no clue why, but I was definately pissed...I digress. So I leave the place in a fluster and started walking back home with my sister (yeah I got a little confused here too, let me explain. The "sister" was the chick that I had freaked out in the party. She was now obviously my "sister" and we were walking home across some big campus type area in the dark). We walked forever until we decided we were possibly lost and that this was not the most safe place to be. I thought I recognized the buildings on the street from when my sister and I had gone for a walk the other day but I wasn't completely sure what direction I was supposed to head in (Yeah that usually happens when you have a memory of an action that has never happened before), but made my best choice. We ended up deeper in the city and decided to enter into one of the massive glass and steel buildings that walled the streets in. It ended up being a hotel (the New Orleans Hilton to be exact, at least the interior). For some reason or another my sister and I decided to make love to eachother even though we were positive that the coupling would bear an Abomination. I assume we actually did make love, right there at the foot of the escalators on a guest couch, because I remember that a unbelievably fat woman came down the elevator and made many sounds, faces, and comments of disgust. However, the details and the aftermath are all void to me. What I do remember after that is a brief vision of me using my bandana (which by the way, when tied over my eyes, so that I was looking through the fabric, is what would allow me to melt into the shadows) to cover and tie down my "sisters" ample breasts, and then later waking up alone in the guest couch at what I assume was the cities most busiest time, for all around me and outside the windows were hustling and bustling the huge, morbidly obese people that I mentioned earlier. I staggered around in a begining panic before I woke up in reality, feeling as if I had been hit by a load of bricks and got my sorry ass to work.

09.08.04
Phantom, The Jock, Orphan, and myself all got a new house on a corner lot in New Orleans. We went through a number of days of partying and living and what not. Can't remember the begining of the dream too much. Towards the end however, We were all involved in an argument with The Jock, because he was upset that I had jokingly told him he was a bad influence on us all. He was all pissed off and storming through the house talking about how he was leaving and that he should never have moved in with us. I tried to calm him down and get him to stay, but eventually I realized it was in vain and told him to leave if he wanted to. He left, but Orphan and Phantom wanted to catch up to him and try to appease him. We drove about a block or two down to where he was walking and got out to chase after him. After a bit more arguing, Phantom suggest that she sleep with him to get on his good side. Orphan and I told her there was no way, but she had suddenly become very sexual and arroused. I realized she was wearing a very thin and easily opened blouse/dress thing as she ran her hand slowly down the opening along her chest and stomach, eventually revealing the top patch of her pubic hair. At this site and the look of pure lust she had in her eye as she kept looking in The Jock's direction, I snapped. I strolled into the closest house's garage who's door was open. I found a heavy wooden bat and took a direction towards The Jock. He realized my attention and took off towards the heart of the city. I turned toward Phantom, who was now sprawling on the street like some sexually possesed porn star, and told her she was next and then I stalked The Jock like Michael Myers. I saw him enter into an illegal bar/casino owned by some creepy asian brothers. Once on the top floor I followed the trail of flustered patrons that The Jock had run pass. I came to some lockers lined up like in a football locker room and viewed the two preppy jock looking motherfuckers. They had snide looks on their face as if they were going to block my mission, but quickly backed off from my path. As they reared the back wall, I noticed one of them look down the aisle they were on towards the back. I took the aisle closest to me and walked down towards the back looking down the crossing aisles. At the second to last aisle I saw The Jock walk past me on the back aisle and then stop. He threw a bag at me with one hand as he whipped Butters around in front of him and sat back in a chair. As he pulled Butters closer to him I realized that the hand he was pulling up to her neck was sheathed in some kind of mechanical bladed arm thingie. I reached into the bag and found my father's folding pocket knife. As I slowly opened it The Jock spattered out warnings and threats. Gripping the knife by its blade tip, and trying to fake some thread of confidence in what I was about to do, I pulled back and let the blade fly from my hand towards The Jock's head. It did not hit his head, it hit his arm. It took me a second to get over my feeling of failure and the the expectation to see Butter's blood start shooting out of her neck, before I realized that the knife had fucked his arm weapon thing up. Once I realized this a jumped forward and swung the bat down on the metal plated? top of his head, dazing him long enough to grap the weapon arm and brout it up to the back of his neck. It took quite a struggle, but I finally hooked the blade tip into his spine. Butters got up and ran as I looked down at The Jock. I had that in dream knowledge that he was paralyzed from the neck down. I told him I wasn't going to kill him, instead I would leave him like this. As I walked up to the two fuck-head preppy jocks they stepped aside. When I caught eyes with one of them he told me that he was from Beverly Hills High. I told him I didn't go there and he said that he had hung out with me at parties before and that they were going to one now if we wanted to go. I just walked past him and then was met by the two creepy asian brothers. They escorted me and Orphan to the door, being real nice. The one escorting me put his cheek on mine and it was cold and clammy. Then I woke up and tried to cuddle up to Phantom, before realizing it was 7:34am and I had to be to school, and hour away, for 8:00am.

09.01.04
I was in school, what school I have no fucking clue, though it also felt as if it were a business complex of somesort. The general feeling was between being a student and being an employee. I remember there was signifigant amounts of drama, emotion, "feelin' like you are really there" kinda shit. However, I ened up waking up late for school in reality and the rush to get ready and go wiped most of the details of the dream from my memory. I do remember that there involved ridiculous sexual encounters between myself and a girl that goes to my school that I had just talked to yesterday about photography. There were other such encounters involving myself, Phantom, I think The Jock was in there somewhere, the photo girl, another girl from my drawing class (I have no idea why these people are in my dream, don't ask. I never really had vivid, sexually fantastical thoughts of these women before, but I feel suddenly embarassed and uncomfortable having the photo girl sitting 5 feet away from me right now in class), and then a number of randomly created dream extras. We were all at some dimly lit inebriating gathering of some sort that involved small groupings from the larger group twining their bodies around each other. The Jock was with a group that included Phantom, whereas I was in a group with the photo girl and the drawing class girl. Obviously both of the girls that I was involved with during this session de fornication, were both authority type figures of some sort at the school/work, and ones that had previously really had no time or affection for me. The environment jumps from being in the X-tacy induced party and mindset to being on the run and late for class/work. I remember running into my first class and sputtering off a number of apologies for being late and knowing that she didn't like people being late to her class. While I'm looking at her and apologising I recognize her as a teacher/manager who in the past was a strict and unrelenting figure, however her understanding reply back was affectionately teasing and mischievious. I was thrown off guard for a second before I realized that it was drawing class girl. There was a feeling of "shit what have I done" before the next environment developed. We were on some kind of long distance run thing, I was talking to the photo girl affectionately while the drawing class girl was near. Photo girl leaves and the drawing class girl walks up and begins a very uncomfortable conversation with questions like, " wasn't I better at fucking you"," isn't my face a better boyfriend face", "why don't you let me show you I'm better", etc ,etc, etc. I tried to disengage and dismiss these questions as kindly and unoffensively as possible, until finally the run began. The rest of the dream involved running down streets alleys, through office buildings and restaurants, etc. Then I woke up late for school.

12.19.03
Setting:
Ancient yet far future civilization, maybe aztec + fantasy (d&d, zelda). Characters:
--== soldier/royal guard: me
--== rulers daughter: jessica simpson?
--== general/my friend?
--== emperor
--== murder victim: wheelchair lady with gladiator spikes

I start out about to go on some mission. they give us all these bullets with plasitc twist tabs on the back. these go into your ear. if you get caught or what not then you twist the back and kill yourself. right before I am to leave, the general, my friend, asks me to look over his soon to be wife, the ruler’s daughter. I spend a number of days at her side and slowly we become very attracted to each other. eventually she calls me to her chambers and to her bed. damnit, i was chosen by the ancient moon god and was in the middle of a wierd disney cartoon hallucination from drink the the god's blood< zombie pregnant mom, with dad behind who starts to hump her from behind, womens face with no skin and jaw and chin and big covered tits that uncover and become crying babies heads. ruler at one end of maze like walkways over nothing, ruler falls> i had to battle people, i was seduced by the rulers daughter while i was on duty to protect her by her father as well as her soon to be husband who was a good friend of mine. the scary part is that the rulers daughter looked exactly like the dumb blonde singer girl person. the whole army type group i was in got these weird single bullets with twist backs, in case we got caught you could twist the back and it would shoot the bullet into your ear. we uncovered a conspiracy, in which this little old lady in a wheel chair (this is from zelda, majora's mask) was killed. we found the twist backs of the bullets on the floor in her room. it was after this when i realized that i was being framed for both of them, that i broke into the fortress and talked to the rulers daugter again, it is there that she told me that the husband guy was supposed to marry her and be chosen by the moon god, but that the moon god wouldn't take him or tell her where this big wheel thing that you had to beat on was. so i went to find it myself just to piss her off.

OK, SO LET ME EXPLAIN FIRST OF ALL THAT I WAS...UNDER THE INFLUENCE AND JUST LEAVING A PARTY THAT INVOLVED THE PEOPLE IN THE DREAM WHO WERE ALSO UNDER THE SAME..UM, INFLUENCE...AT THE TIME OF WRITING THIS, AND HAD BEEN TRYING TO FORCE MYSELF TO SLEEP BY READING PENTHOUSE FORUMS AND...CONCENTRATING HARD ON IT (HEHE), WHICH OF COURSE WAS IN VAIN. AS I TRIED TO SHUT MY EYES, I KEPT SEEING THIS SCENE PLAYED OUT OVER AND OVER AGAIN. IT WAS LIKE A MOVIE THAT WAS SET ON REPEAT. IT BECAME VERY ANNOYING AND I EVENTUALLY HAD TO GET UP AND WRITE IT DOWN. JUST IN CASE ANYONE WAS WONDERING ABOUT THE ACTIONS OF THE DREAM OR THE DESCRIPTIVE SYTLE IN WHICH IT WAS WRITTEN. 06.16.02
I dreamt that somehow Syn, , Elisa, and I had decided to switch each other for one night. At around five pm Annie brought Tony over to the house and left her car here while I drove her and myself back to her and Tony’s house. Now we had laid down the ground rules that we would not do or try to force anything that the borrowed spouse would not want to do. So I was weary to do anything and was kind of nervous and anxious to find out what type of night it was going to be. Annie had worn a really tight ass shirt with no bra and a short little plaid skirt. As we were driving I could not stop peeking at her breasts and the outline of her pierced nipples through the thin materiel. We talked a little and joked around a bit before I finally couldn’t resist asking her what generally she had in mind to do tonight. She turned and looked at me with this aggressively sexual face and said that she planned on giving me the best fuck I had ever dreamed of in my life because I needed it bad. By the time the last syllable had rolled over her lips I was rock hard and caught speechless. She reached over, took my hand and placed it on her bare thigh. Not really sure what to do I just left it where she had placed it and kind of caressed the area with my finger tips. Annie laughed then guided my hand upwards under her skirt where I discovered she was not wearing any panties either and was starting to get a little moist. As I began to slowly and lightly massage her clitoris she slid her hand over and unsnapped a couple of buttons on my tear-away pants and snaked her small hand through to faintly caress my aching member. When we finally got to Annie and Tony’s apartment we were both pretty riled up. Walking up the stairs I could just see up her skirt and caught the light glinting off her now glistening , wet pussy lips, and I felt a tremor run through my body. Inside she turned to me and started to taker off her clothes but I stopped her. I moved over to the counter top table , where we had played Magic so many times before, and cleared a large area of the clutter that was there. I helped her get on the table and asked her to dance for me as she undressed. I turned on some music then came around and sat on the bar stool chair in front of the table. Annie closed her eyes and started moving her body in a way that made it look like she was fucking the music. Slowly she caressed her curves with the beat and began to peel her tight clothes off her body. A number of minutes later found her completely naked and gyrating much more confidant to the music and venture to the edge that I was sitting at to grind her pussy or ass inches from my hypnotized eyes. Finally, gaining a little courage I caught her legs on one of her front facing dips and entered my face in between her legs. As I lightly trailed my tongue along the edges of her hot, moist folds she leaned backwards on to her hands and moaned. I lapped at her juices and teased her clit with my tongue and mouth for a number of minutes until she pulled back, turned around and got on her hands and knees displaying her pussy and tight ass hole to me. I resumed probing her pussy from the new angle a number of seconds more before trailing upward to snake my tongue around the rim of her ass hole. She shuddered then as I darted my tongue between her anus and her clit, accentuating every know and then by plunging the tip of my tongue in and out of her ass hole and vaginal opening. This continued on until her body began to rhythmically vibrate and I pulled back and brought her into the bathroom. I started a the shower going as she started stripping the clothing from my body and running her naked body over mine. When we got in the shower she began to overtake me, but I stopped her and pushed her back and said that I wanted to learn how she liked to kiss so that it wouldn’t be clumsy. We about 20 minutes in the shower with our mouths and tongues dancing between each others before we were comfortable. We then got out of the shower and toweled off and headed to the bed room that she and Tony shared. She laid me on the bed and began her dancing again over my body. she slowly crouched down and reached for a plastic bag on the side of the bed and pulled it up. From the bag she removed a box of condoms and a tube of lubricant placed them on the shelves next to the bed for easy reach. She then leaned over which brought her unbelievable breasts right in front of my face. While she dug around in the drawer next to the bed I began to caress and kneed her gorgeous tits, while I took her pierced nipples into my mouth. She began a breathing heavily as I brought my hand up and nudged my finger into her hot pussy. Once she had found her intended items she closed the drawer, allowed me a moment more to linger with my actions, then turned around to sit in between my legs with her back against my chest. I brought my hands up and massaged her tits and massaged her metal cored nipples as she grabbed the tube of lube. she placed a mirror between her feet, positioned so that we both had a perfect view of her spread vagina then she lubed up a pearl colored vibrator. She cast me a wicked grin then, turning her vibrator on a low level, began to run the tip up and down slowly on her hooded clit. I was dumbfounded, I had always wanted to watch a girl masturbate and couldn’t believe how sexy it actually was. Moaning loudly and sexy, she worked her clit into a little swollen mound before plunging the length of the vibrator deep into her pussy. My body jerked with hers as another tremor of pure sexual hunger ripped through my body. I stretched my hand down to take up the job on her swollen clit as she began to moan louder and spasm lightly. She my wayward hands place massaging her tit and nipple as she grinded her impaled pussy against my fingers, not once did either of us take our eyes away form the scene displayed in the mirror. Suddenly she started bucking against me and moved her hand over mine and pressed me harder into her as she forced my hand into a faster pace. She arched against me, growling through gritted teeth, as her orgasm consumed her body. It felt so good to feel her body jerk against mine as she came. As the spasms subsided she took a moment to get a hold of her self and then pushed the vibrator and mirror onto the floor before turning around to attack me. She pressed her lips against mine in a hard feverish kiss as her hands trailed their way down my body to caress my painfully hard penis. The sensation of her small, cool hands on my burning cock was shocking enough to make my breath catch in my throat. Annie’s warm tongue fucked my own as her hands worked at my aching dick, the whole sensation making me feel like I was drowning. I clumsily ran my hands all over her body trying in vain to touch every inch of her flesh at the same time. The orgasm that hit me was like my soul being wrenched from my body through the head of my cock. I couldn’t hold back the growl as I came what must have been a fucking cup of semen. Annie laughed and asked how I liked her show. I laughed back but was unable to say anything other then “amazing”. We got up and went back to the bathroom to take another shower. After we had washed the sweat and cum off of each other we began to kiss again. We exited the shower and toweled off again. Dry, we now found ourselves compressed together against the wall, our tongues probing and our hands roaming. We slowly wrestled our way back to the bed where Annie’s straddled my body. As we continued kissing and groping she reached over for the box of condoms and extracted one. She expertly sheathed my penis with the latex in an amazingly sensual manner that made my cock jump. Then giving me a wicked grin she buried my face in her chest as she raised her ass up then down impaling her wet pussy with my dick. She started fucking me with an easy rhythm as she teased her nipples and breasts with her hands just inches from my face. Her moans and heavy breathing vibrating against the walls of the room. I couldn’t believe this was happening and I found myself wondering how Elisa and Tony had decided to spend their time, wishing them as good a time as I was having. Annie began to moan louder and more often as she started to ride me harder and faster. She stopped suddenly pulled herself off of me and rasped she wanted me to fuck her in the ass. I froze then. I had always wanted to try anal sex, but had never done it, and now I was being ordered to attempt. Annie asked me if something was wrong and I told her that I was afraid that I wouldn’t be able to do it right. Without taking her eyes from mine Annie placed herself on her hands and knees , which positioned her ass right in front of me. In a mocking tone she told not to worry that she would teach me what to do. I hesitantly got up to my knees and braced my hands on her curvaceous hips. She massaged some lube slowly around the rim of her ass hole before gently sliding a finger in. I gasped as she then gripped my cock in her warmly, lubricated hand and guided the erect tip to rest against the tight orifice. I stood rock still as Annie began to slowly press her body back against my penis. Excruciatingly slow I felt the head of my dick being swallowed by the warm, slick grip of her ass. And of course that is when I woke up to come type this shit.

04.04.02
Andy had gotten a job at the bookstore and we all were doing inventory. everyone else had left and Andy and I were closing up. the counter was right by the door and we had locked up and all with some music playing on the computer. as we were walking out (the mall was the two story mall I have had dreams set in before) a security guard came up and started giving us a hard time as we walked ( about the music and then tugging on Andy’s hair and saying he needs to get a haircut or he couldn’t work here) I told him he had no say so on that and that he had better leave us alone or I would cause problems about discrimination. We got outside and decided to go back and turn the music off. we went in through a dillards exit and was hurrying through the employee halls trying to get to the main mall ( the store was huge) andy got spooked cause he saw the sec. guard and ran to hide. I continued and got to the main mall. as i was walking to the store the sec. guard saw me and came and harrassed me asking if i had sting hours or what not i said no and he counted out 16 dollars ( a ten a five and a one) and threw it at me saying i had a 3000 dollar fine for being in after hours. i told him i wasn’t paying cause he wasn’t fining all the other people that were still in the mall and that i was going to turn off the music we had forgotten on. i’m not sure what happend next. something about the two tunnels that i had dreamt about before and getting people out of spaces they were hiding in in the mall. ( fyi the tunnels are where the sears auto would be.; grate that lifts up and goes down into foundation of the sears place with some wind grates looking out towards mall (sorta like harrahs casino) it would eventually lead to ( hemicircle type) to other side of mall like a ventilation on outsides of stores no exits anywhere. the other tunnel is another grate that is directly forward once you lower youself in to first grate. it goes in complete circle through mall can get out anywhere in mall through it and can see anywhere in mall.) during this dream I talked to some cops and showed them the entrance to tunnels. i explained that me and this other kid wanted to get in behind the wind grates and make club when we were young and thats how we discoved the gratees to get in. ( this was a dream i had long time ago don’t rmemember who the kid was then but in this dream it was this dude mike i knew from woodridge in mandeville.) when i showed them the entrance to the second tunnels it was had about five stink bombs (parades and fairs) of various shapes most tettering and about to fall. i pointed it out to one of the cops and he tries to grab one and knocks it over. he apologises.

04.01.02
My dream involved me and a number of people. all kinds of crazy shit was happening. I remember we were in a large cage attached to a crane over some pools . it was actually two cages atta ched to each other. the second cage , which made up the floor of ours, was filled with pissed off dogs. they were trying to chew threw the caging. Ithink jack palaNCE . blah. trapeze tests. secret rooms in basement. melting people. dessert junk yards with my ferret and people i havn’t seen since freshman year. my finger is smashed. blah.

03.04.02
I dreamt that Phantom, Fred D., and I were cast out of some village we were living in that lay on the water. We were chased into the water and shot at until they figured we were dead. Their was supposed to be some curse upon the water from some witch’s ghost and we were sure to be dragged to hell by demons. We did however escape and swam down to a very tall pier. I climbed up the pier and looked around, then came back down. I stood watch out from half way up the pier while Phantom and Fred D. climbed up and went to a boat house thing that was further down the pier to try and find some help of some sort. We couldn’t let anyone know we were alive in case they had heard about us going into the cursed part of the water. I had been waiting there a while when I heard Fred D. and Phantom laughing and shit so I was getting all nervous trying to give them a signal to shut up when I see someone walking down the pier from the other end. luckily he doesn’t hear them and just gets into this big ass truck and drives back down the pier to land. So I climb up the pier and start heading down towards them. I had to walk down some stairs and wade through waist high waters for about 20 feet till I reached some other stairs leading back up because for some reason this pier had this big ass gap in the middle of it. As I go to bitch them out I realize Fred D. is in the water down below. As I watch him to try and figure out why he is down there I realize that there is something is floating near him. He notices me up on the pier watching him so he begins to swim to the gap in the pier with the stairs. The thing starts to follow him. I now notice the thing is a spike fin like off of a dinosaur or something and realize that it is a big fucking alligator. I call for him to hurry but he is swimming underwater towards the gap and doesn’t hear me. I watch horrified and the thing comes up and grips him right by the gap and throws him up and down into his mouth more. Then I notice that there is another body that had been swimming next to Fred D. The person makes it to the opposite side of the pier that I am on and I see that It is Phantom with her clothes shredded almost completely off. I feel the most amazing sense of happiness that she was alive. I run and dive off into the gap and swim hard till I get the her side without getting seen by the alligator. We run for the land and finally find a small orphanage and get allowed in. The kid who let us in goes and wakes up his dad. The dad is weird but he bandages us up and gives us pain pills from his huge ass stash of cookie jars on the wall with different medicines and shit. One that is for him only has his name on it which was “Stanley Demers”. Somehow we switch to a week or so later and Phantom and I are living under new names trying to fix something we were set up for and that is why we were cast from the village. I had also just started college which is also a bank. I miss my first day of school because I had to steal back money that was stolen and had to be delivered to the bank. I ask my dad for help and we get it back separate it up and bring it to the bank. Then I am at home again and I’m looking at some pictures Phantom had just got back from being developed and I notice there are a number of pictures I wasn’t there for. They are all black and white and kind of blurry. One is Cherry smiling to the camera with her tongue sticking out aiming between a girl's (who’s taking the picture) vagina which Cherry is holding spread open slightly. The other two were of the same vagina but it is two different positions (missionary and doggystyle) being impaled by some guy. I asked her about it and she got flustered and said that they were from Fred D. and some girl and that she had forgotten about him borrowing the camera. Then as I looked at the pictures again I realized that the vagina in all the pictures was Phantom’s.

01.13.02
I dreamt that my mother and Todd had been brainwashed into evil Satan worshipers and were planning all kinds of dasterdly deads. Then I found Sid dead with his eyes cut out and knew it was them that had did it. We were still living at the Northwood house and when Todd wasn’t home I went to my moms room with a gun and tried to talk to her but when she found out I knew she tried to attack me and I shot her in the throat. Then I heard a car pull up so I snuck back to my room and pretended I was asleep. The next morning I got up and there was a sign on the front door and that read “ Chris, you should sit down when you read this. Last night your mother was attacked. I took her to the hospital she is recovering but she was hurt bad. Todd.” Now all through dream I was feeling severe amounts of emotion. Fear, Sadness, Loss, and the dream was really fast. At this point in the dream they all whirred together and started drowning me. but then it was lifted off me and I realized that my mother had been debrainwashed and she was ok. Then all the emotion and stuff that had been whirled off me was now the coming of a big storm that was coming and I was back in the army. It was night time and I had just gotten there from the airport and realized that I had forgot my bags there. So I went to go find and D.S. to tell them as I wondered how long I was going to have to stay there this time.

11.24.01
Not much last night. I remember smoking one of two big cigars and then trying to get rid of the smell and taste before Elisa go home, the only oddness of that was that the listerine was bright purple. The next dream was not strong enough to give many details, just that some others and I were trying to stop a black muslim-like fellow who had been given powerful magic and was using it against people for some reason which I don’t remember.

11.23.01
My dreams started last night with me having the ability to control time, teleportation, and dimensional travel. How did I use my new found powers. hehe, I would capture all sorts of women that I knew or knew of and take them to another dimension, where a room had been set up all candles and dark colors. I would then copulate with these women every way shape and form, however they wanted to. They would tell me because I had stopped time while they were asleep and then took them to the room, therefore they thought ( and I would encourage this) that they were dreaming. My dreams then switched to me having to go to high school which was just a strange exp. I was in classes with pro football players speaking (out in my shed no less) and what not. I lasted for 5 hours when I realized that I didn’t know what class was next. So I hid out a while then went to a class that Rob Zombie (holding one of his action figures, and sticking his tongue out) pointed me to. I was in there awhile until the teachers ( D.S. Easter and the dyke P.E. teach from N.S.) asked what I was scrambling through my booksack for. My bag turned out to be the one I had used the year before, with all the same books and assignments and shit. So the teach’s told me to go to the office and find out what my next class was. When I stood up they asked where my tight uniform was. I said this was my first day back and then it dawned on me. I made my apologies and told them my epiphany. I had graduated already. hehe.