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All of these are poem that I have written over the years.

MY BESTEST BEST

I called you my best friend
I told them you were great
Now this is the end
I ainít afraid
I known you my whole life
been through a band
one night stand
everything, we did it all together
Iím tired of youíre bullshit
when are you going to get it through your head
you arenít a princess when you are with me
you have to learn to move over
let some light shine through
You got away with a lot of this with her
she was a pushover, took all your shit
I wont have this.. I'm not her
Youíre a spoiled little brat
You wonder why your parents hit you
You think the world revolves around your shiny halo
Wake up princess Ė hello..
I have given 110% to you
What do I get
I get bitching, complaints, and whining..
I'm not being paid to be around you
I'm not your therapist
I used to be upset when we got in fights
I was the one who always came and said I was sorry
Even if it was your fault
You never felt an ounce of guilt
But I just realized this tonight
You donít give two shitís about me
So why should I
Why the hell should I even care
The ONE time I couldnít do something to for you
Because of a miss-communication
You act like I betrayed you, like I purposely tried to hurt you
I never ever ask you to do anything for me
I never talk behind your back
I never force you to listen to my bitching
All of the things you did to me
Of course I didnít mind at the time
But now I do
and all I have to say is a big FUCK YOU
....Iím not trying anymore

OUR LOVE (lyricz)

When you touch me I feel nothing inside
When you look at me
You stare blankly into my eyes
A tear runs down my face
Longing for your embrace
Oh yeah
Our love is like a burning flame
Our love is like a Smoky Fog
Our love is the answer to our life
Or is our love just a game
You're so confused
I sit in the corner and cry
You lit my fuse
You're wondering why, why, why
Am I the light in your life
Or darkness in your night
Oh Yeah
Our love is like a burning flame
Our love is like a Smoky Fog
Our love is the answer to our life
Or is our love just a game
You gave me a rose
Called it another name
It withered and died
I held it and cried
Your soul froze
I hung it in a frame
Just so people can see
the real you...and me
Our love is like a burning flame
Our love is like a Smoky Fog
Our love is the answer to our life
Or is our love just a game
I love you with all of my heart
Cant help if youíre torn apart
Love me with all of your soul
Canít help if I'm never quite whole
Our love is like a burning flame
Our love is like a Smoky Fog
Our love is the answer to our life
Or is our love just a game
You gave me a rose
But it withered and Died
I gave you my heart
But it bled and cried
Thatís our love
You wont see us fight it
Thatís our love
Weíll never try to hide it
Our love is like a burning flame
Our love is like a Smoky Fog
Our love is the answer to our life
Or is our love just a game
Our love is like a burning flame
Our love is like a Smoky Fog
Our love is the answer to our life
Or is our love just a game
Were gonna make it some day

JUST ME

Iím deep, Iím shallow
Sometimes even hollow
I have a scar above my eye
From the hand of a man who couldnít say bye
A helpless romantic, as I am
I have a longing for public affection with a good man
Wishing and hoping, a dreamer I am
Maybe one day my pain will be gone
My eyes are the windows to my soul
With the dark circles underneath to show my woe
Insanely jealous and full of rage
I feel like Iím locked up in a stone cold cage
Thatís a part of me, only some people can see
The other side is better for me
I can be a vain player in this game
A young, lively girl destine for fame
With hair so long and skin so fair
They all fall for the hazel eyes
With changing colors to match the sky
The biggest flirt of all my friends, This is me
Pleasing and aspiring, an idealist, this is me
I have two personalities, this is known to none
Whichever me you know
It doesnít matter, either one Iíll glow
I can be depressing one day, and festive the next
My look will always stay the same
But my personality will always change
A positive little angel full of grace
To a nasty little devil spitting hate
But thatís what makes me, me
Wouldnít have it any other way
Iím like this each and every day
Take what I have to give
And donít remind me of every day I have to relive
I hold my head up high with every day that passes by
It must be my compulsive side
But everything I told you was just a lie.

JUST BECAUSE...

Just because Iím in love with you
Donít run away
Donít think youíre bound by chains
Donít be afraid
Just because Iím in love with you
Doesnít mean Iím a fool
It doesnít mean you can control me
It doesnít give you the right to hit me
Just because Iím in love with you
I wonít leave you
Iíll hide every bruise
Iím here for you
Just because Iím in love with you... Love me too

 

THIS IS...

This is who my man should be
This is what he said to me
I manipulated, and I lied
This is where my life crumbled
I begged and I cried
This is when my world fell apart
I told you how I felt, I tried to take you away
This is why my heart cant heal
This is what he sang to me
All the things that could have been
This is how he showed me what to be
But three strikes youíre out
This is where I stumbled
This is where I cried
I gave you my heart, and you placed it aside
This is where my soul had died
I wish I could tell you what I feel
This is what you do to me

ARE YOU FOR REAL (lyricz)

I canít believe I ever met someone like you
You are my own dream come true
I think that Iím in love with you
I hope this is true
are you for real
or are you a dream?
are you for real
or are you a fantasy?
will I wake up from this place
and realize youíre not kissing my face?
or are you for real?
My mama likes you
And papa too
They all seem so fond of you
Youíre just so sweet
Just the kind of guy I was dying to meet
Thatís what makes you not seem so real
Everything is perfect even the way you feel
Must have been a match made in heaven
From one to ten you get eleven
are you for real
or are you a dream?
are you for real
or are you a fantasy?
will I wake up from this place
and realize youíre not kissing my face?
or are you for real?
Are you for real
or are you a dream?
are you for real
or are you a fantasy?
will I wake up from this place
and realize youíre not kissing my face?
or are you for real?
Do you feel what I feel
Can you see how I am feeling inside
With my heart split open wide
and pouring my love onto you
Maybe I am dreaming
And youíre just a mere fantasy
Well I never wanna wake up
And let you go
are you for real
or are you a dream?
are you for real
or are you a fantasy?
will I wake up from this place
and realize youíre not kissing my face?
or are you for real?
Are you for real?
Are you really real?
Are you for real?
baby are you real?

I AM...

I am a dreamer and a believer
I wonder if I will live before I die
I hear him say he loves me
I see us out for dinner
I want to love him
I am a dreamer and a believer
I pretend we got married
I feel love when we dance
I touch his heart with my mind
I worry he doesnít know
I cry when we fight
I am a dreamer and a believer
I understand it will never happen
I say itís up to fate for love
I dream that he will love me
I try to be a friend
I hope we keep in touch
I am a dreamer and a believer