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After awhile, I got pissed off
at seeing all these Xanga sites, I know people only created them because other
people created them, and that's just not cool with me. This site is dedicated to
me and Jews, because Jews are cool. No, I'm not a Jew, nor am I racists or
religionists against Jews, I think Jews are cool and so is the name. Just say it
to yourself three times. Jew Jew Jew.... Doesn't it make you feel better?
Anyways, I hope this site gives you a better description of me and who am I as a
person. If you want to talk to other people who think I am cool, go over to the
forums, and you can discuss different things. A wise man once said, "I'm so great,
I'm jealous of myself"; I'm not quite sure who it was, but I like him...
because it serves as the motto for this site, because it truly gives a great
description of why a person would have his own site. There is minor language on
the site, if you can't handle, that's too bad, because it's my site, and I don't
care what you think.
Only the Home, Who am I?
and People, links work.
Enjoy
-
Chandler
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| 9/11/04 |
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Watching:
Texas vs. Arkansas
Listening:
A Simple Kind of Man by Lynard Skynard or Shinedown (was on a commerical,
great song though)
*From now on, I might put what I'm watching or what
song I'm thinking about or listening to, so you can see how much good taste
I have*
So I'm going to talk about today this time... nothing really happened, I sat
at home all day and did nothing.... I couldn't find anything to do on the
comp, so of course I watched college football and worked out all day, that always leads to fun (Sarcasm),
but I like the results and it's not like sitting on my ass all day will do
anything.
I didn't
do much today, but it wasn't even an hour ago, that something was said to
me, that I think we need more of in this world, and you wouldn't believe how
good it made me feel or how good it could make you feel if someone said
something like this to you. Kelsey said that I make her smile. Now, it
doesn't matter that it was Kelsey, nor that it was I made her smile, it was
the fact that it was a compliment, and it wasn't a joke (I don't think). It
was just a positive thing aimed towards me, and it made me feel really cool.
What I mean is everybody is going around saying how they hate people at
school or somewhere else, instead of focusing on all the people you hate,
maybe you should spend the time increasing the positive things with the
people you like, or just stop being so mean to other people. I realize I do
my fair share of criticizing just like I did on Thursday against Giles and
Amanda Mitchell... and maybe that was bad, but sometimes it would be better
if I or people could realize that compliments really do make people feel
better. I know I get excited just when somebody messages me before I message
them, the fact that they wanted to talk to me or had something to say to me
just makes me feel better than me feeling like I was forcing them to talk to
me, that's a compliment to me. Everybody maybe different, but maybe you
should take a shot at starting to compliment people or tell them
something positive you think about them. Just Kelsey saying I made her
smile, the fact that I had a positive influence in somebodies life, I'm sure
that would make you feel pretty cool too. Maybe after reading this you think
I'm some sensitive prick, but I don't care, maybe this is all in-touch
emotional bullshit, but I don't care how bad you think it is, at least I'm
not just sulking in my own unhappiness, rebelling against the world,
thinking that nothing anybody says matters, because it does, maybe you
wouldn't be so stuck in your own world, if more people said stuff like that
to you, or you said stuff like that to other
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| 9/10/04 |
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Ok, So I am updating this Saturday, but I'm going to talk about
yesterday.... BTW, It's 9/11!
So school was
ok, Progress reports came out... I have a 74 in History... my mom isn't to
happy about that one, but I don't really care. Me and Blake were going to
goto Haylies house but she was mean and didn't want us to, so we went to my
house. Britney was on Carlies Phone so I called her to interupt the
conversation, but I got her answering machine voicemail thingy, problem is,
I forgot to press end... When Carlie and Britney got to the game they came
up to me and showed me that my call had been going for 1 hour and 30
minutes, and I still hadn't hung up, and they heard everything that Me and
Blake said between that which caused a few problems today...
So at the game
we played like Harvest vs. Covenant tackle football with a bunch of their
kids, we won even though we had about 10 less people, but I busted my lip
open somehow and didn't notice until Britney and Carlie saw my mouth
bleeding... but then Britney and Christina Huett started fighting about some
thing I got all confused about, and I was just agreeing with Britney and
then Christina got mad at me and it was some huge mess I didn't know what
was happening, then Blake decided to play a joke, and that wasn't very cool
at all. BTW, Varsity lost by 6 I think.
Then, after the
game, we were going to have a danceoff, Me and Blake against Jena and
Courtney, and there was going to be some clothes on the floor coming from Me
and Blake, (Maybe them too, but they didn't say anything), but it turns out
we had to postpone it or something cause Bryan was mad about losing or
something, and Jena and Courtney said they needed music which was total BS,
and they were excited that we were stripping, but we ended up not and
hopefully we can next game,
That's about it..... woke
up today at 11, ate, and then Me and Blake went to play bball on my 7 foot
goal, and we both got kneed in the nuts by each other, because we kept going
up for dunks and the other guy would try to block, and that hurt pretty bad.
I'm done, the only reason I'm
updating is because I have nothing else to
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9/9/04
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Again... haven't updated this in awhile, but Britney
actually read it so I figured I would.... nothing to exciting has happened
to me lately. The same old thing of people being stupid and pissing me
off.... then people making me happy... like Giles today said I was having a
bad hair day..... that pissed me off... I realize I was because I forgot to
shake my head after I put the gel in it so that kinda screwed up and I'm to
lazy to go fix it so live with it... Giles go lose some weight, your 12 or
13, 5' 4" probably and you weigh 250 pounds... there is something wrong
wit that.... 74% of your generation is obese, I think you make up about 55 %
of that.
So maybe that was a
little harsh.. but whatever... so after school me and Blake bought alot of
people slurpees cause we are really nice. Then we watched Tyler and Sarah
display funny mixed emotions.....then I went to the JR. High football game,
we lost by like 15 or something cause Jordan got hurt on the first play, and
that kind of screwed us over. But during the 4th quarter me, Tyler, and
Blake went out and played football with some 7th graders I think... we
played tackle, and Tyler tackled some fat kid on the side walk, and said he
didn't know it was out, made me laugh. Then, I was going to tackle Tyler on
one of the plays and I went for his legs, and I grabbed his shorts and
pantsed him on accident, and he was standing there in his boxers trying to
run the ball.... that made me laugh harder.
In the 1st half
Kathy came over and talked to me and Jason about Jeremy, that was
entertaining for awhile, her saying some of the stuff my sister does, I
laughed... how she "flirts" with their boyfriends or homecoming
dates or whatever... shows the real character of my sister... what she does
when my parents or I'm not around... showing she's not just the perfect
child continuing to make me look like everything I do is shit and not good
enough.... but whatever.... she does piss me off when she tells on me when I
put damn on my profile or some shit about an erection, but she calls me or
people bitch and dumbass in the car but I don't say anything... that makes
me feel good about myself but still kind of angry.
So at the football
game, Amanda Mitchell pissed me off because she was to immature to handle
the shit in life. She was whispering to Caitlin about if Blake asked Morgan
Pearson to homecoming, cause apparently she likes him, even though every
time she sees him she like avoids him or is to dumb to go and talk to him or
something, cause he's sick of making the effort... so she didn't know if he
had, so I stood up, and yelled over the edge at Blake if he'd asked her, and
he said no and he didn't know what I was talking about, so she got mad at me
for that, but I didn't really care... then I told her off about what I said
about her being to immature or prude to even hug him, or to nervous to talk
to him. I mean, I realize it's the guys job to carry on conversations and
not have a dull silence when you are talking together, but he could say
something and she'd just nod her head, she could at least contribute some...
I know I hate it when I'm talking on the phone and the person your talking
to has nothing to say, just there for the ride... Girl's just use us for
material things..... they don't need us for what some people think, they
have toys for that.... they just want some to squeeze when some shit
goes wrong for them or they are on their periods (WATCH OUT FOR BEARS!) and
think life sucks for them, someone to stick up for them when some other girl
says mean crap about her... that's just all bullshit, if some women could
just get or see passed themselves, quit thinking about themselves and think
about how other women or just people in general feel, maybe America wouldn't
be so sexist against women and their rights.
I have a lot more to say about
some of my opinions.... but My jacking off muscle hurts (forearm) and it's
from typing if you got a perverted thought there, so I need to stop, before
I pull it and can't use it for awhile.... that'd be a tragedy... |
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| 9/1/04 |
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I haven't updated this in awhile..... I guess I have a life now.... but
nothing has really happened... I actually went to church last night....
boring.... dodgeball was ok though. So some fat kid called me skinny kid
today cause he didn't know my name. So I was just like, "Look Bitch,
just because I got a 6 pack and really nice looking titties... doesn't mean
you gotta be jealous... jealousy is bad... your going to hell!" Ok, So
I'm J/K about that, but it still made me pretty angry. So in Art, Me and
Blake made Christina Huett mad somehow... so we were trying to apologize
like nice people, so we put We're Sorry Christina on Jessie Samuels
posterboard and colored it and everything but she still wasn't happy
enough... she wanted something we could put in her locker... so then we got
a piece of paper, wrote it real nicely and colored it good, and I drew
roses, hearts and balloons on it, and we gave it to her at the game tonight,
and she said we were forgiven... but she didn't sound very serious, but I
guess that's okay, cause she's Christina Huett, she could kill and rape
people, but everyone would still think she's cool.
But yeah, that's what happened today, maybe if you
people encourage me to get off my lazy ass I'd update this more and finish
it, but your choice. I don't feel like drawing a picture so here's one, I'm
sure most of you have already seen it on my health book but here it is,
Large, In charge and Looking for Chickies!
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8/22/04 |
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Ran the 5k (3.1 Mile race yesterday, but I didn't trip or w/e like we
thought I was going to do. Turns out there was like 700 people there
yesterday, and if I would've fallen over, I would've got run over... It was
a community race or something but I ran it in 24 minutes.... it would've
been faster but I stepped in a bump and tweaked my leg and it was hurting
for about 1.5 miles... Kevin ran it in 20 though, but the winners ran it in
like 15 minutes I think... they were from the track team at Caroll or
something.
But anyway, since I didn't
want to do anything yesterday to save my energy... that's all I have
to say about today..... here's a quick picture on what would've happened to
me if I would've fallen...
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| 8/18/04 |
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Didn't get home til' 7:30 so I didn't bother working on
the new layout.... I hadn't played DDR all day or done
my workout so I had to get to it! Anyways... all 3 of
our volleyball teams lost, but it was still kind of fun
watching.
Anyways, again no picture cause nothing exciting
happened today... but I did find this really funny
picture...
Now.... does it make you feel
better now that you know the pope is watching...? |
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| 8/17/04 |
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Well, I talked to
Carlie more today after just meeting her last week, and
she is pretty cool, the fact that she raped me in a
video game.... just pieces the heart. But, yeah, I
switched 1st and 2nd period today, because I didn't like
Mrs. Santiago, and luckily enough all the cool people
are in 1st Period Geometry. Anyways, I plan on changing
the layout sometime soon, because this is just ugly
looking... but I don't have the time, since DDR just
absorbs my day away, which is good, because I won't be
as fat as when I just sat at the computer, and I still
wasn't that fat... but anyway. I was tanning after I got
home at 6, and I'm out there asleep, which is good for
me because I can't sit still for long periods of time,
so I'm finally doing a good job of tanning, and my mom
comes out there and wakes me up.... WHY WOULD YOU DO
THAT!?!?!
Anyways, no picture today
because I got to go to bed because I have to do homework
tomorrow morning... but I can guarantee one tomorrow
because I know everyone is waiting for one after the
quality of the 1st one. But anyways, days over. G'
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| 8/16/04 |
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This is the first day
I began working on my site. Still a lot of work to be
done, but I am sure a lot of people are anxious to see
it... Anyways here's what conspired today.
Woke up.... went to Church,
where Pastor Bill had an awesome sermon today.... I
usually don't get a lot out of just Words, but this was
great. I came home and had to organize all my school
supplies. Then, of course I played DDR, but I didn't
play that well today, I got a D on my best level 9 song
which was really disappointed, but enough about that. I
sat on my butt, and worked on this site, until my
neighbor Gregory (The right side of his body doesn't
work so he's part retarded, he's like 9 BTW) and I
played basketball. He wanted to lower the basket, so I
did and I did a cool through the legs dunk, and he was
quite impressed. So I came home after that, and Elliot
called to play football, but I couldn't cause I had to
do my Bible homework, which all you will see is very
impressive tomorrow. So I go up there, and there is only
little kids around 10 to play, so we start playing them,
my team is killing Elliot's team, and this 12 year old
kid kept pushing down the little kids, and I told him to
stop cause it was mean. He got pretty pissed and on the
next play, I was guarding Elliot; I turned around and he
nailed me right in the chest like 5 yards away on
purpose.... So I picked up the ball and threw it back
and nailed him in the back and it left a big red mark...
then I got right in his face and told him off..... and
if you could've seen the look in his eyes, he was so
scared, I'm surprised he did not piss himself.. Now let
me point this out... I will do many of these on my daily
logs where I explain something that I don't like or
something I have an opinion about. So here's the first
of many.
If you are 12 years old, and you want to pick on a 14
year old, don't..... Quit thinking you are such a badass
little football player or a badass playa. Don't pick on
these small 10 year old kids, just cause you think you
are better, you think your cool because you can knock
these kids down, WTF is wrong with you.... So your penis
has grown an inch bigger over the past year, doesn't
mean your big and bad. Don't talk trash to other people,
because you never know who's watching. (In this case
me). So here is the picture that shows an example of
this situation.
So that's what happened, I was pissed. Anyway, after
I got home I talked to Alysse, and for anyone talking to
her, she's been through some rough shit, so help her
when she needs it... don't be a jackass or anything. But
that about concludes my day, it's 9:30 right now. |
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