i've lost a good one
relief, heartache, and finally indifference
i felt i should address this..
don't let it fool you, i don't really care

i don't know if i love this new one
more indifference and a side of guilt
i'd probably feel more guilt if i thought he loved me back

and as for the one i can't have
she loves you
i love you more
you know what they say
i do, its my fucking mantra

"i don't know but i've been told that good things come with time"

i've never met anyone like you

you're not even mine

look at the muscles on this one
i love you and i hardly know you
11 months, throw it away for me
i'd give you at least half of that
you make me feel like im in grade 7 again
at least back then i had a soul

i have to go
some things are more important
i don't think i've found them yet

strange

how talking to you can either make or break my mood

why do i allow you such power?

you are aware of it

i feel so used

home sweet lonely home where is my family?

"you like our little playtime" yes i do but you like it more

considering returning to the tragedy of minimum wage i lied its a blast

warped was okay thank you jono i believe in humanity again :)

already here but i'm sure you've forgotten where i was

fuck you new job

last day at famous...indifference

kindred headaches do you see the irony?

leaving sunday please remember me while i sneeze, shackled to the boat it will be good to get away but do i really want to?

"and yet you did not choose me blindly. let's not be coy: you were hoping I would satisfy all the desires you're too shy to name..." -the crimson petal and the white

the way you treated me thats the way it really should be fuck her you want me more you proved it

i wouldn't take it back that's how i want to remember you because i know it will be the last of us fuck you for being what i lived for fuck you for making me the way i am fuck you for making me want to fuck you

a new one now funny how you remind me of him but will you be equally as damaging?

5 more days of freedumb
.....
fuck everything

"i was being blunt"

i can be blunt too fuck you

but why can't i actually say that to you

"peace" i'd give you my fucking soul if you asked for it someday i'll look back on this and laugh just not today

or ever