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Get inside my head « z » Monday, February (weird word) 23 SORENESS! Holy poop i'm sore! too many crunches n stuff. o well. yay bball is almost over. not that i don't like it, just that i'm always so busy. then there's soccer. there's a meeting tomorrow about it. dunno if i'm going out fer da team. some ppl are gonna hafta get cut. there's like 10 ppl @ leasdt from the middle skool going out. and itz really a high skool team. man, i hate guard w/ a passion. i want 2 be forward cuz i suck @ guard. well, next year hopefully i make the team and i hope i play. need 2 work on a ton of stuff. « z » Tuesday, Feb. 24 yea, y'all ready for that oh so awesome Geo. test??? We're all gonna fail rite? Yea well...when i'm 40 am i gonna have any good effect from that test? The most i'll have is a memory lapse then have some psyched reaction resulting in crazy pills making my insurance shrive all from one thrasher test. .....THE WORLD MAKES SENSE AGAIN.....

I feel as if see through was my make,
But sometimes masked like icing on a cake.

Nobody knows what I feel,
Then shrinks figuring as if dogs on my heel.

I hide all this pain tha I feel inside,
Need to get rid of all this ego and pride.

Life's not perfect
I'm out of step,

I better get conscience
And get a grip.

The choice and decision is mine,
Too late
The clock's run out of time.

~Brielle~
*Homework assignment using simile's and metaphors to describe myself.*

Red
Red is hidden anger held within,
Red is what I see inside my skin.
Red hates and lashes out,
It's what I see inside myself.
Red is divine and very true,
But alter it good in me and you.
Red feels unhappy and holds pain,
Red has left me nothing to gain.

I want all this torture to be gone
But time has passed and left some bond.
How do I get rid of all this rage?
I can't
I'm embedded inside this cage. I want an answer
I need some help,
Please don't leave me,
You heard that yelp.

Red is that hopeful wish
That only you will make that swish.
Red is inside your mind,
It works against all mankind.
Red lingers on the tip of your tongue,
But please hold back and forget it son.

For red comes out in sin and lie,
But down came our Savior to save and die.
Please listen and take heed,
To what all this red will lead.

~Brielle~
*Written as a homework assignment after a fight w/ my dad.*