Unforgiven Sin
The fog was
everywhere.
It covered
the water like a blanket, and stifled the world. The air went into your lungs,
but you could never get enough oxygen. It was like drowning.
The fog
stretched in every direction across the bay. It shrouded the surroundings. The
only feature on the expanse of water was the small wooden boat, and the two
figures riding it.
The first
figure sat, wrapped in a blanket, rowing the boat to its destination. The water
received the oars like communion in a worshipper’s mouth, but this was a far
more difficult task. The figure’s soft hands gripped the heavy wood and he
strained with each stroke. His muscles ached with inexperience. He was a
stranger to heavy labor.
The other
figure kneeled on the boat’s shallow floor and stared with frightened blue eyes
over the side of the craft. The small face stared down in awe at the water as
it lapped the sides of the boat. It came up with dark tendrils, hungering for
him, wanting to drag him down into the bay. Then they would fall, making a
gulping sound as if the dark liquid had decided it wanted to swallow the boat
instead of just the child. This was how it had been for a long time, and
although it was late, the boy did not want to sleep.
He looked up
from the water at his companion. He stared at him with his deep, blue eyes.
“You’ll like
it at the blacksmith’s” the companion said, but the boy had already heard it.
“It will be quite a holiday”
“I don’t see
why I had to leave mommy,” the boy replied. The man felt a pang of regret, they
had left in the night by boat as to not awake her. She would have made it more
difficult, but it was what had to be done.
“There
there, you’re going to make lots of new friends in this new town, you’ll forget
about your mommy, you’ll be a big boy” he wish he could forget about Molly, he
wish he could move to another town and never see her again.
They sat in
silence a while. Silence, save the soft lapping of the water on the side of the
boat, and the inexperienced strokes of the man.
“Father
Francis,” The boy said. The man winced at his title, but let out a rare smile
at the irony. “is my daddy in the new town?” This caught him off guard.
“Uhh…” he sputtered. The Priest didn’t want to lie to the boy, but he did what
he had to “I don’t think so, I don’t know where your daddy is, only God does”
That should end this talk about daddy.
But it
didn’t
“Mommy
never likes to talk about daddy, she scolds me when I do. I heard Ms. Braddock
call me a bastard after I walked on her flower garden, it made mommy really
upset…what does bastard mean?” Another question that caught him off guard and
made him wince.
“Well, it
means that when your mommy and daddy made you they weren’t married,” he
answered. It was the only way he really could answer.
“Does that
mean that my mommy’s a sinner?” His blue eyes shone at him
“No, your
mommy asked for forgiveness, and god granted it” Father Francis’ own blue eyes
looked back on him
“What about
my daddy?” Their eyes had the same shade of blue.
By now their
boat moved towards the shore of the bay, and a large man called out, spotting
them through the clearing fog.
“This is the
blacksmith, now you be good for him, and your mommy just might come and visit
you” This is what he was going to do; this is what he had to do
The small
bag full of the boy’s belongings was given to the blacksmith, and the priest
thanked and blessed him. The boy would be in good hands.
The child
waved goodbye to the priest, turned around and started to walk, hand in hand,
with the blacksmith to a new life, and the priest watched his only sin fade
into the fog.