brusies...on my eye the shades provide a clue to them cant look to the sun in the sky they know its happend again i tell them everything is wonderfull now tell them that everything is fine they dont know the pain anyhow but they do know im lying i close my eyes when i get home im so small in the great big world i wonder while i weep alone what happend to their little girl everything is...fine you know i will be ok they will come around sometime well happy one day somedays i hate everything every single living being please lie to me open my heart with false hopes so i can see hands on my slipknot poster on my wall hugging my teddy bear no one likes me, and i hate them all if im dead...who will care? ...watch me as i fall as my blood is scatterd across the wall ...watch me where i lie for i have chosen this place to die everything IS wonderfull now....

CATCH THE MONKEY!!!!