omg its summer. omg yay. omg i'm sick... no fun! I threw up this morning and it wasn't good. but then i went to the doctors and they gave sarah a note to miss work sooo um yeah. faber came by threeee time! once after applying for a job, once after driving to trenton, and then once to come watch About Schmit with me. anyway, he made me feel a lot better. he always makes me feel better! I just hope that tomorrow morning i'm feeling this good too lol. well, I should probably be going to bed or something. yeah, that would probably be smart of sarah. Ja ne... *yawns*... oh... btw... Sarah <3 teh Faber

Schools almost out! Major yay! Exams though... sucks... *cries*... Oh well! HEY GUESS WHAT! Yesterday was me and bry's one month ^_^. Another major yay! But now two months is sooo faaar aaaaawwwaaaaay. Oh well I'm havin fun as is and thats all that matters!

Today I downloaded this cowboy bebop theme but it has Ed singing it! Its sooo cute! Ed is awesome, I love her to death. I wish I could be as far out and l33t as she is. I want her hacking skills.

Can't think of anything else to write except that I love Bryan lots and lots! Well, see you! Ja ne!

Yes, I am still suffering through this damn sinus infection and it's definately a major bitch. And I think I got bry sick =(. Its definately not the best thing to have durring your last week with finals! Well I have lots of stuff to talk about however none belong here ^_^. so bai bai!

P.S. I love Bryan! <3 <3 <3

A week left of school ^_^! yaaaaaaaaay! This is extremely good news. One: No more homework or stupid teachers. Two: More time to spend with Bryan. Three: No more waking up at 5:30 am. Four: I'll be a senior. Five: I'll have more time to spend with bryan XD.

I'm kinda tired right now. I haven't been sleeping so good. I think it's because of my throat. Like i woke up last night at one and my throat was hurting like a bitch. I should probably go to the doctors or something. But I don't feel like it nor do i like doctors.

I love you Bryan!

Yes, it really is that early. or late. whichever. i'm tired. but i have to stay up for this lan. its fun though. i'm sitting in bry's lap ^_^. hmmm not much else that people who normaly read this site wouldnt know. three day weekend ^_^x10. well i'm too tired to type anymore. see you.

So its wednesday and i'm not at school. I'm not feeling great, i'm really sleepy. But i'll be going back to school tomorrow. I miss bryan though... So last night me, ted, and kris went over to bryan's house for a study group thing and all we did was go over the exam questions. Then we played some pool and VC on bry's pc. it was fun ^_^. I beat kris twice in pool! Well, I'm going to go do something to keep my self entertained. Bry, if you see this, call me or something after school! See you!

Weeee I spent almost all my weekend (except friday) with bryan ^_^ it was sooo awesome. Prom was definately worth going to! I went in with really low expectations because I remember how other dances were and I hated them. I think its because I went with such an awesome guy that it made things so much better. I was so nervous though. It was mostly because of what bry would think of me. I'm not really one to dress up. But once the actual prom started it was awesome and yaaay for us! The next day I woke up at 1:30 and saw xmen again with bry. This weekend was definately awesome. But I don't need to go to prom or anything for it to be awesome with bryan, everyday with him are my favorite days ^_~

Last night I went with a whole bunch of people to see the matrix. It was an ok movie, cool fight parts and even a sex part that was so weird they were probably on drugs or something. I don't think I would have had that much fun with it if I hadn't gone with a group of people. They were all cool and I had a blast. Especially going out to eat afterwards that was a lot of fun too!

What I said last night, Bryan, I meant it. I don't think I've ever been this happy with another guy. I love you so much. I can't even get close to putting it into words how happy I am.

Well, I got my dress! It's black and white with rhinestone thingies... it looks very classie. I'd put up a link except that well bry's not allowed to see it. So you'll have to wait. You'll never believe how long it took me to find it. 30 minutes. Isn't that insane?? its like a world record. It took me 45 min to find shoes with it and like another 30 to find the accesories (jewelry). So yeah isn't that cool?

What else what else? I don't know. Sarah <3s Bryan! (Thats the most important part of this update thingy!!)

Prom in ten days! I don't even have a dress yet >_< i need to go look. I was searching online for one but the one i really liked was like $160 o_O. I'll go looking tomorrow or friday or somefing. Hm it's 10:30! I'm tired... and i still have to shower... screw it i'll shower in the morning. Anyway about prom, I'm going with bryan ^_^ major yays! He's so sweet I'm so lucky to be with him! But I miss him right now... =(. Oh well, I'll see him tomorrow! hehe well the sarah is tired and going to go to beeeeed. see you!

Its nice. I think i've hung out with faber almost everyday for a while ^_^ Lets see... friday, saturday, sunday, monday, and today! I don't remember anything before friday so it could be more. Its fun I'm enjoying it! We went to Sharon Woods today. It was fun ^_^ even though there were these old people watching us and these other people there who were on a date like were being weird... it was weird...

Lyrics deticated to some of my messed up friends. Enjoy! Oh, and Matrix comes out in nine days!! Score!

Today was stupid and good. Stupid because of some of the stupid people that i happen to be used by, good because i got to spend the day with faber too ^_^. I'm not really knowing what to write, but i'll just write anyway! I like writing. If you go to fanfiction.net and look for the author 'shadow tenshi' you'll see some of my old work. now that i read back on it, its a little... shaky and noobish but it was fun to write sooomething. So yeah, i'm a writer. I think i'm going to start writing that under pressure script now... i'm sort of in the mood =D. Weeelll bai bai!

Right now i am really loving living! You have absolutely no idea how happy i am. I'm in some sort of personal nirvana or something XD. I couldn't sleep last night lol... it took me a while and then i woke up at 4:30 and it took me like an hour to fall back asleep again. I'm just really hyper about everything! Sarah <3 Faber ^_^

wow yesterday was a loooong day! first i had to wake up at 4:30 to finish this stupid computer paper for campbell's class and that just sucked. then i went to school and instead of going to math i hung out with faber in 261 and printed the paper off. then i had the rest of the school day which was over at 2:24. but i coulnn't go home! noooo i had to stay after school for an hour of downtime then after that i had to go to this stupid harrison high school thats like an hour away for state band competition. we got a one though which is the best you can recieve. i got home at like 8:40 and then called bryan to come pick me up to see x-men 2. the 10 showing was sold out so we went to the 10:30 showing. it didn't get out till 12:40 and i got home at 1. I can't understand why i haven't slept more!

So X-men was awesome. go see it. i want to go see it agian. take me to go see it... but i'm broke so you'll have to pay for me as well. I wish there was a little more time to spend with each of the characters... wolverine kinda hogged the screen a lot. they should have had better make out scenes too lol... they were kind stupid and well... stupid! Well i need to eat so bai bai!

Well I had a spiffy day. I didn't get very much sleep so the morning was kinda rough but i got over it. and i had to endure the bitchyness of one of my friends but i'm not bitter or anything. he's going through a lot i hope that i can be there for him when he needs me you know?

X-men 2 comes out this friday i hope i can get to go see it with some friends but i'm not sure if i'll be able to or not. We'll see. Either way, kurt wagner (Nightcrawler!!) is soooo cooool! its almost the entire reason i want to go to the movie ^_^ OooOoO check out this spiffy pic! its sooooo cooool he's soooooo cuuuuuute!

Posted new lyrics and as always they're reflecting my mood at one point or another. See ya later!

Ok you caught me i really didn't do anything at all. so i figure i'm not ever going to say what i'm planning to do i'll just do it and when i do I'll tell you. That song, by nin over there, is good. go download it. seriously. its so good. I'm happy right now! its pretty cool i usually don't get this happy. I hope i stay like this for a long time ^_^. faber and i went to stupid places but we had fun and thats why sarah is happy. and yes, sarah is talking in third. deal with it. I'm going to add more stuff on the right side placy thingy. but thats all for now!

last night i went to se identity. it was pretty cool! i really enjoyed it. it was definately original. the thing was though, you could kind of figure it out half way through... but i still enjoyed it! so i updated the side bar and the lyrics thing. ttyl.

so i just got back from work... I cant believe they actually pay me to do that stuff! its so easy! anyway i'm going to work on some parts of this page for a while... i have to do a stupid great gatsby paper though. i don't even know if i have the book anymore... oh well. but anyway i'm going to work on something to do with this site. oh, i added the quotes and of the moment things (which i ripped off of faber's site) so it looks a lil more spiffier.

so I've changed around some things and made it easier for me to do stuff... and um lesse... i don't know. i'm going to change the colors around and get rid of that poll and put something else in there but i'm not sure what. suggestions, anyone?