"Jealous"
I never thought I was the jealous type.
I've been proved wrong.
I never thought I'd jealous over some girl.
It drove me crazy
To have the girl of my dreams with another person.
To act like a brat about some one that's not mine.
Sure I was jealous,
you'd be too if you'd
fallen in love with the greatest
girl in the world.
I'm a victim of jealousy and I'll always be.
"Hollow Of My HEart"
The hollow of my heart fill with sadness.
Why? I do not know.
Maybe it's the longing to be love somebody.
Maybe it's the longing to be loved.
The more i think about it,
the more my heart fills with depression.
I walk around and I see the
love all around and it saddens me
that I still remain loveless.
The love I want is endless,
the love I want is awesome.
I wait for the day,
the day I find the one I love and
also loves me back.
I sit and wait,
waiting for the time,
the time I no longer will remain loveless.
"Drunken Confession"
I was drunk.
How was I going to know I'd remember
the biggest confession to myself?
The biggest realization.
I was full of pain.
Pain that was unnecessary, but needed.
Pain and alcohol don't mix.
God, I was hurting that night.
I hated her that night.
I hated her for the way she hurt me with no
explanation.
I hated the way she made me cry that
night.
I hated the fact that I was hating her.
My friend said, "DJ you have to tell her this."
Ther what exactly?
Tell her that she basically fucked up my life?
No. Never.
I said to my friend, "No, I can't. I love her to
damn much to hurt her."
There it is,
the big realization.
I still loved her.
There's my explanation.
Explanation of why I can't love,
why I'm afraid to let someone in.
I still lover her.
Yeah, she's a couple of girls down the line,
but she's still there.
She's reminder.
Reminder to my fear,
my unresolved love.
That's the end of the
Kylie Era.
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