lazy days help me through the hopeless haze
Mood:  hug me
life can change so fast. it can, and will, go from one extreme to another and the transition always seems to be nonexistent. you remember how it used to be, but, at the same time, can't imagine it ever being different than how it is now. you can't remember how you felt or what it was really like, you just know it used to be different. how did it change so quickly? sometimes going back to the way things used to be is more than a wish, it's a desire that can take over your every thought. just for a second to remember how it felt would be priceless. but really, we wish we could have it all back, not just for one moment. for things to change, again, but not so unexpectedly this time. controlled change that has guaranteed happiness after it's all over.
now that would be something..