In your eyes I'm lost, in their eyes I'm calm
In your hands I can't reach me, I'm lost
In their hands I stand tall, I'm held up
In suns hand's I'm kept, I burn... I'm burnt
Day after day I stay in a shell, become lesser and lesser of me
Underneath of you, under all of them, my skin wears, scars show
I've got the scars to prove my ignorance
You gave me proof, you gave me the bruise
I'm questioning my own mind, my love, myself
I can't stand what I am. I'll settle for sympathy
I'm playing your game, I'm playing their game
Feeding me your illness, I'm feeling so sick
Tell me what you have to give. Tell me what they have to give
You can't take what I have in me, I'm always gonna stay the same
I belong to you, I belong to them.... why can't I hold my own hand?
Can't blame you, you tried your best but I never needed your drug