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LoUdVtBaBiE: hi hi
LoUdVtBaBiE: my bad
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: hehe all goodieee
LoUdVtBaBiE
: hey babe..

Auto response from oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: im juz soo lost...

LoUdVtBaBiE
: blah
LoUdVtBaBiE: well come back
LoUdVtBaBiE: cuz i gotta talk to yaaa
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: im here
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo
: wuz up hun
LoUdVtBaBiE
: ok imma say this because i love you..
LoUdVtBaBiE: so i hope you dont take this personally
LoUdVtBaBiE: an dlike i just wanted to tell u how i felt about what i be hearin and stuff...
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: okie dokie goo onn
LoUdVtBaBiE
: and i really dont want you to be mad at me, bryant or anyone
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: goo on hun
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo
: chea i figured it was gona b bout buddie
LoUdVtBaBiE
: wait tell me first
LoUdVtBaBiE: wats going on w/ buddy n u
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: i dunno rite now i juz dont wana talk to him...like a weekago he said something i kinda got really offended...
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo
: soo i juz dont wana talk
LoUdVtBaBiE
: can i know what he said?
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: he asked me do i know wt's going on wit him..
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo
: i said beside the erica's thing nope
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo
: and he was like chea that's wat i thoug tu dont know
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo
: but how am I suppose to know..if he dont tell me?
LoUdVtBaBiE
: yeahh i guess ur right
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: i dont wana read mind..
LoUdVtBaBiE
: yeahh
LoUdVtBaBiE: ok im gonna say this b/c i love you..and lik ei don twant you to get mad at at anyone...if u get mad at me..its fine..
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: u know i cant get madd..
LoUdVtBaBiE
: like im probably not the only person who thinks this..but im gonna tell u how i feel
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: soo say it
LoUdVtBaBiE
: but i think ur using bryant..im not taking sides
LoUdVtBaBiE: but like i hear stories how u hit him up and like ask himt o do shit for you and then you like leave or ask himt o leave..
LoUdVtBaBiE: or*
LoUdVtBaBiE: maybe i have the story wrong
LoUdVtBaBiE: and like i think its pretty fucked up
LoUdVtBaBiE: b/c i told bryant tha ti thought that was pretty fucked up and i dont wanna be a 2 face and say that to him and act all like i didnt say anything..i honestly did say something and i dont want you to be mad at me for it
LoUdVtBaBiE: if im wrong.plz tell me
LoUdVtBaBiE: so i can apologize to you
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: eghh like i asked him to take me to jeannie's n erica's party...probably that's the onlytime i had no choice...but to ask him...but than i always try somehow to make it up to him u know
LoUdVtBaBiE
: i heard like about the whole Thai tea thing..?
LoUdVtBaBiE: like i was like damn..if i have it mixed up..tell me
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: ahh hahaha that?i was liek craving..eghh i couldnt help it..but see it's nto bcuz i wanted him to leave..
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo
: but my parents..
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo
: they got issues wit me..
LoUdVtBaBiE
: i know bryatn loves you..das why he does stuff for you
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: chilling wit only guyz..if i start to chill wit one guy they assume im wit them..and i dont think khoa or john was home that day..
LoUdVtBaBiE
: yeah i guess..i dunno
LoUdVtBaBiE: like it just seems like ur using him..and das all i wanted to tel ya.i didnt want to talk shit about you or antyhing and i nto..cuz i love ya to death and ur my girl forever...
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: i usually cant have guys alone wit me...unelss i have khoa n john..
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo
: or if i do i gotta b around where granndma or mommie or daddie is around...24/7 supervision
LoUdVtBaBiE
: i understand
LoUdVtBaBiE: das how my family is too
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: cheaa it suckiez..or else buddie can b aroudn wit me anytime..
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo
: but juz wen he said i dont know wat was goign on wit him........i didnt argue bak
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo
: i dont wana..too much shit enuff
LoUdVtBaBiE
: yea hi guess
LoUdVtBaBiE: well id unno
LoUdVtBaBiE: dont be mad at me for wha ti said if any of it made sense or what not
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: yes i understand girl
LoUdVtBaBiE
: if i act like that around anyone...or use anyone..
LoUdVtBaBiE: i would like someone to tell me..so i can like fix myself..
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: thankz thouhg
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo
: =)
LoUdVtBaBiE
: like i dont wanan be a fuckin hiprocite so im counting on someone to tell me if i ever do that
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: juz rite now i dont wana fix this buddie thingy rite now..
LoUdVtBaBiE
: its all good
LoUdVtBaBiE: i mean whats going on b/t u and him
LoUdVtBaBiE: is b/t u guyss
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: im fine wit him rite now
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo
: but we juz dont talk i guess
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo
: u guys are so much stronger than me in everythingg
LoUdVtBaBiE
: wat u mean?
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: i grew so weak in the pass two years..im like juz about giving up..cuz of the stress.....juz as one goes...another one comesss
LoUdVtBaBiE
: aww dont give up
LoUdVtBaBiE: giving up is the least u should doooo
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: well i tried..
LoUdVtBaBiE
: dontt
LoUdVtBaBiE: thats the worst..
LoUdVtBaBiE: if u give up..i lose faith
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: i still really do
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo
: wana juz go to sleep forevery..
LoUdVtBaBiE
: dont say thattt
LoUdVtBaBiE: linda..
LoUdVtBaBiE: if u go sleep forever..
LoUdVtBaBiE: u'll make this world go crazyyy
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: i remember Ben's quote he had in his profileee...like wen ur sleeping everything feels happy..and but once ur awake it's nitemare..
LoUdVtBaBiE
: awww
LoUdVtBaBiE: its lifee
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: ive already given up on skool work..
LoUdVtBaBiE
: it can either get better..or worst..its all up to youuu
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: i cant stand the pressure anymore...honestly it wasnt even quoc that amde me do wat i did last week..juz the fact i cant deal wit anything anymore...the last two years.....my life been goign downfall....
LoUdVtBaBiE
: u just gotta take ur mind off things babe
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: but thingz will juz go after meeee
LoUdVtBaBiE
: maybe u should let quoc go for a bit..take a break from him..and have tiem to urself to think about stuff
LoUdVtBaBiE: think bout whats important in lifee
LoUdVtBaBiE: righ tnow..boyfriends are good..but maybe it shodlnt' be such a big part of it.maybe thats why half of the girls are depressed