LoUdVtBaBiE: hi hi
LoUdVtBaBiE: my bad
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: hehe all goodieee
LoUdVtBaBiE: hey babe..
Auto response from oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: im juz
soo lost...
LoUdVtBaBiE: blah
LoUdVtBaBiE: well come back
LoUdVtBaBiE: cuz i gotta talk to yaaa
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: im here
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: wuz up hun
LoUdVtBaBiE: ok imma say this because i love you..
LoUdVtBaBiE: so i hope you dont take this personally
LoUdVtBaBiE: an dlike i just wanted to tell u how i felt
about what i be hearin and stuff...
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: okie dokie goo onn
LoUdVtBaBiE: and i really dont want you to be mad at
me, bryant or anyone
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: goo on hun
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: chea i figured it was gona b
bout buddie
LoUdVtBaBiE: wait tell me first
LoUdVtBaBiE: wats going on w/ buddy n u
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: i dunno rite now i juz dont
wana talk to him...like a weekago he said something
i kinda got really offended...
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: soo i juz dont wana talk
LoUdVtBaBiE: can i know what he said?
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: he asked me do i know wt's
going on wit him..
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: i said beside the erica's thing
nope
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: and he was like chea that's
wat i thoug tu dont know
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: but how am I suppose to
know..if he dont tell me?
LoUdVtBaBiE: yeahh i guess ur right
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: i dont wana read mind..
LoUdVtBaBiE: yeahh
LoUdVtBaBiE: ok im gonna say this b/c i love you..and
lik ei don twant you to get mad at at anyone...if u get mad
at me..its fine..
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: u know i cant get madd..
LoUdVtBaBiE: like im probably not the only person who
thinks this..but im gonna tell u how i feel
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: soo say it
LoUdVtBaBiE: but i think ur using bryant..im not taking
sides
LoUdVtBaBiE: but like i hear stories how u hit him up
and like ask himt o do shit for you and then you like leave
or ask himt o leave..
LoUdVtBaBiE: or*
LoUdVtBaBiE: maybe i have the story wrong
LoUdVtBaBiE: and like i think its pretty fucked up
LoUdVtBaBiE: b/c i told bryant tha ti thought that was
pretty fucked up and i dont wanna be a 2 face and say
that to him and act all like i didnt say anything..i honestly
did say something and i dont want you to be mad at me
for it
LoUdVtBaBiE: if im wrong.plz tell me
LoUdVtBaBiE: so i can apologize to you
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: eghh like i asked him to take
me to jeannie's n erica's party...probably that's
the onlytime i had no choice...but to ask him...but
than i always try somehow to make it up to him u
know
LoUdVtBaBiE: i heard like about the whole Thai tea
thing..?
LoUdVtBaBiE: like i was like damn..if i have it mixed
up..tell me
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: ahh hahaha that?i was liek
craving..eghh i couldnt help it..but see it's nto
bcuz i wanted him to leave..
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: but my parents..
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: they got issues wit me..
LoUdVtBaBiE: i know bryatn loves you..das why he
does stuff for you
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: chilling wit only guyz..if i
start to chill wit one guy they assume im wit
them..and i dont think khoa or john was home that
day..
LoUdVtBaBiE: yeah i guess..i dunno
LoUdVtBaBiE: like it just seems like ur using him..and
das all i wanted to tel ya.i didnt want to talk shit about you
or antyhing and i nto..cuz i love ya to death and ur my girl
forever...
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: i usually cant have guys alone
wit me...unelss i have khoa n john..
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: or if i do i gotta b around
where granndma or mommie or daddie is
around...24/7 supervision
LoUdVtBaBiE: i understand
LoUdVtBaBiE: das how my family is too
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: cheaa it suckiez..or else
buddie can b aroudn wit me anytime..
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: but juz wen he said i dont
know wat was goign on wit him........i didnt argue
bak
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: i dont wana..too much shit
enuff
LoUdVtBaBiE: yea hi guess
LoUdVtBaBiE: well id unno
LoUdVtBaBiE: dont be mad at me for wha ti said if any
of it made sense or what not
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: yes i understand girl
LoUdVtBaBiE: if i act like that around anyone...or use
anyone..
LoUdVtBaBiE: i would like someone to tell me..so i can
like fix myself..
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: thankz thouhg
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: =)
LoUdVtBaBiE: like i dont wanan be a fuckin hiprocite
so im counting on someone to tell me if i ever do that
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: juz rite now i dont wana fix
this buddie thingy rite now..
LoUdVtBaBiE: its all good
LoUdVtBaBiE: i mean whats going on b/t u and him
LoUdVtBaBiE: is b/t u guyss
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: im fine wit him rite now
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: but we juz dont talk i guess
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: u guys are so much stronger
than me in everythingg
LoUdVtBaBiE: wat u mean?
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: i grew so weak in the pass
two years..im like juz about giving up..cuz of the
stress.....juz as one goes...another one comesss
LoUdVtBaBiE: aww dont give up
LoUdVtBaBiE: giving up is the least u should doooo
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: well i tried..
LoUdVtBaBiE: dontt
LoUdVtBaBiE: thats the worst..
LoUdVtBaBiE: if u give up..i lose faith
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: i still really do
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: wana juz go to sleep
forevery..
LoUdVtBaBiE: dont say thattt
LoUdVtBaBiE: linda..
LoUdVtBaBiE: if u go sleep forever..
LoUdVtBaBiE: u'll make this world go crazyyy
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: i remember Ben's quote he
had in his profileee...like wen ur sleeping
everything feels happy..and but once ur awake it's
nitemare..
LoUdVtBaBiE: awww
LoUdVtBaBiE: its lifee
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: ive already given up on skool
work..
LoUdVtBaBiE: it can either get better..or worst..its all
up to youuu
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: i cant stand the pressure
anymore...honestly it wasnt even quoc that amde
me do wat i did last week..juz the fact i cant deal
wit anything anymore...the last two years.....my
life been goign downfall....
LoUdVtBaBiE: u just gotta take ur mind off things babe
oXbAbiEcHiLLieXo: but thingz will juz go after
meeee
LoUdVtBaBiE: maybe u should let quoc go for a
bit..take a break from him..and have tiem to urself to think
about stuff
LoUdVtBaBiE: think bout whats important in lifee
LoUdVtBaBiE: righ tnow..boyfriends are good..but
maybe it shodlnt' be such a big part of it.maybe thats why
half of the girls are depressed