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Windows to the Soul

Kermit stared down at the wet earth, pretending to be fascinated by the red dirt forming into red clay as the rain beat down. His hair was plastered to his head and his clothes clung to his body. Shelter was only a few yards away but he made no movement towards it.
He just stared.
The rain was welcome actually, no one could see his tears. When he wiped his eyes, it was because the rain was blurring his vision not the tears.
No. never the tears.
Kermit Griffin didn't cry.
His tears had dried up long ago or so he tried to believe. So much bloodshed, so much...loss.
He sank to his knees, numb with pain and cold. He just sat there. Alone and...afraid. He recognized this feeling. Most people thought Kermit Griffin had no feelings but he did. Deep down, he was afraid. Not for himself. He didn't deserve to live. But for people who knew him.
Was this to be their fate every time?
The grave marker was in front of him. The latest victim of his lifestyle. Every one who had attended the funeral had gone inside hours ago but Kermit was still there.

Night came and Kermit finally was forced to acknowledge his body's needs. He was shaking with cold and he could no longer feel his toes but he didn't care. He wouldn't allow himself to care. Someone came out and forced him inside. He wanted to resist and put up a fight but the pain was to great. He was dimly aware of someone driving him home and a distant chatter he assumed was from the driver. Probably trying to rationalize what had happened and explain it wasn't Kermit's fault. Kermit carefully hid his feelings. His bosses and co-workers always said that no one could read Kermit except for his eyes. He closed his eyes ,feining sleep until the car stopped and someone helped him inside another house. The victim's house. His house.

As he walked inside, he expected his son to come barrelling down the stairs.
"Daddy, Daddy." he would call but the sound never came and the small,warm body never hugged his.
As Kermit sank onto the couch, his wife never came to massage his shoulders or ask him how his day was. The grief had destroyed her mind. He could hear her sobs from upstairs in their son's room. The driver, Kermit really should try to figure out who he was but he just didn't care, walked upstairs to try and comfort the woman but Kermit knew it would be of no use. He spread out on the couch and felt a sharp object knee him in his back. He cursed and pulled out the object to examine a pair of green sunglasses.
His son's favorite pair.
Fresh tears moistened Kermit's eyes at the many memories of his son wearing the sunglasses. He had even tried to wear them to bed on more than one occasion. Footsteps could be heard. The mysterious driver was coming back down the stairs.
Quickly, Kermit slipped the glasses on to hide his tears.