
head like a hole.
black as your soul.
i'd rather die than give you control.
head like a hole.
black as your soul.
i'd rather die than give you control.
bow down before the one you serve.
you're going to get what you deserve.
bow down before the one you serve.
you're going to get what you deserve.
god money's not looking for the cure.
god money's not concerned with the sick amongst the pure.
god money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised.
god money's not one to choose
you know who you are.
hey God, i really don't know what you mean.
seems like salvation comes only in our dreams.
i feel my hatred grow all the more extreme.
hey God, can this world really be as sad as it seems
terrible lie
terrible lie
terrible lie
terrible lie
don't take it away from me.
i need someone to hold on to.
don't take it away from me.
i need someone to hold on to
hey God, there's nothing left for me to hide.
i lost my ignorance, security and pride.
i'm all alone in a world you must despise.
hey God, i believed that promises, your promises and lies
you made me throw it all away.
my morals left to decay.
how many you betray.
you've taken everything
my head is filled with disease.
my skin is begging you please.
i'm on my hands and knees
i want so much to believe.
i give you everything.
my sweet everything
hey God, i really don't know who i am.
in this world of piss
and i decided i was never coming down.
and that dot was pulling me down.
i was up above it.
well shut up so what what does it matter now.
i was up above it.
i was up above it.
well shut up so what what does it matter now.
.
i used to be somebody
i used to have something inside
i'll cross my heart and hope to die but the needle's already in my eye.
i was up above it.
down in it
kinda like a cloud i was up way up in the sky
and i was feeling some feelings you wouldn't believe
sometimes i don't believe them myself
just then a tiny little dot caught my eye
it was just about too small to see. but i watched it way too long
i was up above it.
now i'm down in it
i was up above it.
i was up above it.
now i'm down in it
i was swimming in the haze now i crawl on the ground.
and everything i never liked about you is kind of seeping into me.
try to laugh about it now but isn't it funny how everything works
out "I guess the jokes on me." she said
i was up above it.
now i'm down in it
i was up above it.
now i'm down in it
i was swimming in the haze now i i used to be so big and strong.
i used to know my right from wrong.
i used to never be afraid.
now just this hole that's open wide.
i used to want it all
i used to be somebody
and all the world's weight is on my back and i don't even know why.
and what i used to think was me is just a fading memory
i looked him right in the eye and said "goodbye."
i was up above it.
now i'm down in it
i was up above it.
i was up above it.
if she says come inside i'll come inside for her.
if she says give it all i'll give everything to her.
i am justified.
i am purified.
i am sanctified.
inside you
heaven's just a rumor she'll dispel.
as she walks me through the nicest parts of hell.
i still dream of lips i never should have never kissed.
well she knows exactly what i can't resist
if she says come inside i'll come inside for her.
if she says give it all i'll give everything to her.
i am justified.
i am purified.
i am sanctified.
inside you
dear mom and dad, this is the hardest letter i've ever had to write.
i'd hoped somehow to get out of this quickly so that you'd never have to know about it, but that just isn't
possible now. i don't know what's going to happen, but what can i say to you? will i'm sorry make a
difference? will it ease the pain? the shame you must be feeling.
forgive me. please.
i'm just caught up in another of her spells.
she's turning me into someone else.
everyday i hope and pray this will end.
but when i can i do it all again
if she says come inside i'll come inside for her.
if she says give it all i'll give everything to her.
i am justified.
i am purified.
i am sanctified.
inside you
as surely as the blades course is run.
maybe my kingdom's finally come
come on tell me.
you always were the one to show me how
come on tell me.
i just want something.
something i can never have
i still recall the taste of my tears.
echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears.
my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore.
scraping through my head 'till i don't want to sleep anymore.
make this all go away.
you make this all go away.
i'm down to just to thing.
and i'm starting to scare myself.
make this all go away.
you make this all go way.
i just want something.
i just want something i can never have
back then i couldn't do the things that i can do now.
this is slowly take me apart. grey would be the color if i had a heart.
i just want something i can never have.
in this place it seems like such a same.
though it all looks different now,
i know it's still the same
everywhere i look you're all i see.
just a fading fucking reminder of who i used to be.
make this all go away.
you make this all go away.
i'm down to just to thing.
and i'm starting to scare myself.
make this all go away.
you make this all go way.
i just want something i can never have
i just want something i can never have
think i know what you meant.
that night on my bed.
still picking at this scab
i wish you were dead.
you sweet and perry ellis.
just stains on my sheets.
i know it's not the right thing.
and I know it's not the good think.
but kinda i want to
i'm not sure of what i should do.
when everything i'm think of is you.
all of my excuses turn to lies.
maybe God will cover up his eyes
i know it's not the right thing.
and I know it's not the good think.
but kinda i want to
maybe just for tonight.
we can pretend it's alright.
what's the price i pay.
i don't care what they say.
i want to.
i want to (i'll take my chance tonight)
it comes down to this.
you give me the anger.
it comes down to this.
sin
you give me the reason.
you give me control.
i gave you my Purity.
my Purity you stole.
did you think i wouldn't recognize this compromise.
am i just too stupid to realize.
stale incense old sweat and lies lies lies
your kiss.
your fist.
and your strain.
it get's under my skin.
within.
take in the extent of my sin
you give me the nerve.
carry out the sentence.
i get what i deserve.
i'm just an effigy to be defaced.
to be disgraced.
your need for me has been replaced.
and if i can't have everything well then just give me a taste.
your kiss.
your fist.
and your strain.
it get's under my skin.
within.
take in the extent of my sin
but that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get
how could you turn us into this?
after you just taught me how to kiss you.
I told you i'd never say goodbye.
now i'm slipping on the tears you made me cry.
but that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get
why does it come as a surprise.
to think that i was so naive.
maybe didn't mean so much.
but it meant everything to me.
but that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get
nothing quite like the feel of something new.
maybe i'm all messed up.
maybe i'm all messed up.
maybe i'm all messed up in you.
maybe i'm all messed up.
maybe i'm all messed up.
maybe i'm all messed up.
maybe i'm all messed up in you.
maybe i'm all messed up.
this is the only time i really feel alive.
this is the only time i really feel alive.
i swear.
i just found everything i need.
the sweat in your eyes the blood in your veins are listening to me.
well i want to drink it up and swim in it until i drown.
my moral standing is lying down.
nothing quite like the feel of something new.
maybe i'm all messed up.
maybe i'm all messed up.
maybe i'm all messed up in you.
maybe i'm all messed up.
maybe i'm all messed up.
maybe i'm all messed up.
maybe i'm all messed up in you.
maybe i'm all messed up.
this is the only time i really feel alive.
this is the only time i really feel alive.
ringfinger.
promise carved in stone.
deeper than the sea.
ringfinger.
sever flesh and bone
and offer it to me.
you just left me nailed here.
hanging like Jesus on the cross.
i'll be dying for your sins.
and aiding to the cause.
ringfinger.
promise carved in stone.
deeper than the sea.
ringfinger.
sever flesh and bone
and offer it to me.
wrap my eyes in bandages.
confessions i see through.
i get everything i want.
when i get part of you.
ringfinger.
promise carved in stone.
deeper than the sea.
ringfinger.
sever flesh and bone
and offer it to me.
ringfinger.
promise carved in stone.
deeper than the sea.
ringfinger.
devil's flesh and bone
do something for me.