(aka How's It Gonna Be by Third Eye Blind)

Note: This song is from Spender's point of view right before he was shot.

I thought that I was sure you wouldn't kill anymore
Before you take a shot, I wonder
What am I dying for?
When he told me out loud my father was part of this
I wondered how much truth there was that I had missed
I wonder how's it gonna be, cause you won't show me
How's it gonna be when I'm sure "they" are here
How's it gonna be when there's no one who can trust you
And you're shooting me
You just don't care, how's it gonna be?

Where you used to laugh, now you smoke a pack
Of those Morley cigarettes
A smoking I can't ignore like the file in the corner you spent time by
It's empty, I don't see spaceships like last fall
When they were always about to take me
I wonder how's it gonna be when "they" come down
How's it gonna be when we're not around
How's it gonna be, now I've found out there was nothing
Between you and me
Cause you don't care, how's it gonna be?

Author: Allison

Allison redeems lots of pop songs at her homepage: Allison's X-File Filks

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