First day of the rest of my life
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Remy Zero/ shattered
Tomorrow is monday, Aug. 23rd, and my first day.
Weight: 135
at 5'5 and 17 years old
Goal: 101

I started a blog so that i won't mess up anymore. i can keep track of how im doing by typing it. i want someone to be there with me though, too. I feel really alone in this. Girls at my school are always making fun of really skinny girls, while i envy them. i even envy the thin guys. I think their comments come out of jealously when they make fun of them. Actually, i know they are jealous. i don't want to be a part of that. Thats why, tomorrow, things are gunna change. one day at a time is how im gunna take it. I even have a menu planned out for the week.

Day 1: 105 cals

breakfast: coffee
lunch: nothing/Thanks to being able to leave at lunch
snack: rice cake
dinner: side salad/ff ranch

everyday i'll be writing my progress. whoever can watch me shed my skin and ill tell you how its going each day of the week until i graduate from my senior year. feel free to give me tips and comments. NOTHING is going to stand in my way this time. I want this more then i ever thought possible. more then ever...