Today sucked. I have a real problem with getting up in the morning now. My body is fatigued ALL DAY no matter how much or how little I sleep. I dunno if it's a virus or sign of depression. I feel no motivation to do anything anymore. If I do force myself to do something, it's usually one small minor thing that wears me out so much I feel like sleeping. Today I ironed. Big freakin deal. I ironed then I felt like doing nothing for the next 5 hours besides watch the Jets lose. (At least they made the playoffs.)
After the Jets game ended (around 5pm) I realized what little I did during the day and felt a dire need to get out of my house. I hadn't gone out for more than errands since Dec 26th! i really wanted to chill with Zack. I had made the plans in my head before I even got to contact him. unfortunately for me, he doesn't read minds and went out with his friends to the city to see UCB. Irrationally, I flipped out and cried and the proceed to call anne in a desperate rage to escape my evil prison. Luckily, she was around, free and on the road, so she picked me up and brought me to applebees for dinner. After I had my traditional meal that i always share with Zack, I calmed back down into a human again.
After dinner we rented the worst movie ever - George Lucas' first film THX 1138 I believe it's called. It made no sense and gave me a headache because every scene had a white background against the dark of anne's living room. After the movie, we played a thousand games of backgammon and after being fed up with losing forever, I finally made a comeback and won two games in a row.
I swear, Anne cures all ails.