Apologies...
.. to anyone who still tries to read this. I've felt no will to bare my soul or rather bare my mindless recordings of daily events with the online community. Not much has changed but I feel inspired to start this up again after watching an E! Hollywood True Story special on Oprah.

Oprah is awesome. She is the epitome of what every American should do when they achieve the American dream. I'm sure she has her faults as well, but for all the money she donates to things (be it for her own satisfaction or the press) she deserves the ungodly amount of money she gets.

After watching that special I feel further inspired to find a cause I feel passionate about. I used to be into volunteering, but now that I dont have a group of friends from school with me it feels more like a chore than charity. I used to want to be a special education teacher but after working with many I felt I couldn't make a difference there.

Perhaps the only passion I was meant to have is teaching. If I lose that this Fall I will have to be satisfied with one on one tutoring because I feel I no other area of expertise. I really want to get some hands on experience doing renovations and interior design, but I feel like there is a glass wall blocking me from trying to do anything that would lead me in that direction. I need to break that glass wall with a hammer! I need to tear up all the obstacles I put in front of myself and just be like, "look out World, here I come!" Oh, if only...