Long Weekend....
Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: Hate It Or Love It - 50 Cent ft. G-Unit
Well I went to my grampies funeral yesterday...it was a long day...exausting even...it was nice to have my entire family up for the day, which has never happened to my recolection. I guess it just kinda sucked that it took something like this to get everyone to come together. I had a good weekend otherwise, got to hang out with all my cousins, and I got to go see my cousin and his gf's new place, it reminded me of a log cabin it was nice :-)

I guess that's all for now...back to reality tomorrow..ulgh

Peace.

Saturday Night
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Classified - Information & It Ain't Over
So it's Saturday night...I'm sittin at home...by myself..everyone's gone...This house is so boring when there's nobody in it. Possible valley trip tomorrow to have a B.B.Q....should be fun if it works out!

Starting to wonder what's wrong with me...I always get to this certain point and bam..things just get so shitty..like as soon as I start to think "Ahh...finally things are going alright" and I get comfortable, things get screwy.

*sigh* who knows....not me!

Ta ta!

Bored.......
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Iron Maiden - Como Estais Amigos
Topic: Quiz Time!
It's late, I'm super bored, so I thought I would put this on here, for all you poor souls that don't already know me enough :-)

1.FIRST NAME: Jenna
2.WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Some chick off of Dukes of Hazards I think...
3. Do YOU WISH ON STARS? Yes, occasionally
4. WHICH FINGER IS YOUR FAVORITE? The middle one obviously..
5. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? ?? Sunday night, Monday, Tuesday, and last night..haven't today though!
6. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? Yes I do.
7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Sugarbush Honey Ham...damn good!!
8. ANY BAD HABITS? Smoking & Dating the wrong people
9.WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF? I dunno, I think I got rid of all the crap...who knows.
10. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? I think so...some days yes, some days no.
11. ARE YOU A DAREDEVIL? for the most part, no
12. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL? Propaby
13. DO LOOKS MATTER? Yes, and anyone who says they don't lies, because I am walking proof
14. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER? Drink...is that healthy?
15. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME? my Aunt Al's house
16. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY? very easily..unfortunately
17. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? Barbie Camper
18. WHAT CLASS IN SCHOOL DO YOU THINK IS TOTALLY USELESS? Office Procedures
19. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL? Used to.
20. DO YOU USE SARCASM? I am Sarcasm!
21. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT? I don't think....? maybe?
22. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL? Anyone who will have fun with me and my friends.
23. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Gene & Maxi Pad
24. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? Nope, I'm not big on falling anymore...
25. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? Nope, I keep em nice and fixed so they don't need to be tied ever.
26. DO YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE STRONG? Not really anymore
27. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? I can't eat ice cream :(
28. SHOE SIZE? 9
29. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS? Blue I guess
30. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE? none
31. WHO DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW? Peter Steven Aalders. and my Grampie :(
32. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE YOU SEND THIS TO, SEND IT BACK? Sure why not.
33. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? Cake - Stickshifts & Safety Belts
34. LAST THING YOU ATE? Mr. Noodles :-)
35. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? My Grammie
37.DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? Sure, Danielle is my favourite fool :-)
38. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? Sad..Tired..Scared...lots of things actually.
40. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? Vodka/Lime & Oland Beer
41. FAVORITE SPORTS? Hockey & Football
42. HAIR COLOR? brown
43. EYE COLOR? brown
44. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? No
45. SIBLINGS? Donnie
46. FAVORITE MONTH? May - October
47. FAVORITE FOOD? Subway & Casaroles
48. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Beauty Shop!
49. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? Apple Blossom!!!
50. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? Not really..well not yet anyways lol
51. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? Happy..I'm a sucker
52. SUMMER OR WINTER? Summer
53. HUGS OR KISSES? Both
54. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? Relationships
55. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? Heather
56. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? Danielle
57.WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? Just finished Fargo Rock City by Chuck Klosterman
58. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? Johnson's INC. 100+ Years of Service: Insurance - Benefits - Administration (whatever that all means..)
59. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? Cranium (or however you spell it)
60. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT? The series ffinale of Friends
61. FAVORITE SMELLS? Peaches
62. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP? Too much to mention here...
63. SAY ONE THING NICE ABOUT THE PERSON THAT SENT THIS TO YOU. I miss my danielle :(

Quotes To Sadden My Day More....
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: Eva Cassidy - Over The Rainbow

So, this is my first entry..who knows if I'll keep up with this as often as people do, but we'll see.

I found these quotes....yeah they're sappy, and depressing at times, but whatever I like 'em so I thought I'd share some of them.


"Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, of what I did, of who I am, but most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my life the way I feel when I'm with you."

"Sometimes, no matter how long or hard you've loved someone; they'll never love you back. And sometimes, you have to be ok with that."

"One day you will love me as I loved you, one day you will think of me as I thought of you, one day you will cry for me as I cried for you, one day you will want me but I won't want you."

"How come whenever I think I'm over I'm over you, then you talk to me and make me feel like I'm the most loved person in the world. And then I realize I still love you and I can't or won't get over you."

"You can't wake a person who is pretending to be asleep."

"Maybe we could even get together; maybe you could break my heart again next summer."

"Everyone keep's telling me to just get over you and to move on, they obviously don't understand just how hard I've already tried."

"I wish he meant it when he kissed me; cause then I could look back and remember that someone loved me. But now I can only look back and realize someone used me."

"Still loving someone when you know there's no chance for that love to grow, that's true romance."

"When they ask me what I liked best....I’ll tell them it was you"

"Sometimes I wish I were a kid again, skinned knees are easier fixed than broken hearts"

"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met."

"Maybe when you find out that I'm dead, you'll realize what you did to me"

"My heart feels sick, and it hurts when I speak, and this is not what I hoped for."

.....Any now for the big one...This one seems to explain the most, for me anyways:

"I really think there's a reason that I like him so much. Like something is telling me not to let him go. Every time I follow my heart... it leads me to him. I mean... what other explanation is there. Why is it that he is all I can think about? Why is it that no matter how upset I am...I see him and I can't help but smile? Why is it that when he smiles at me... I get that feeling in my stomach? And even when he'd broken my heart, and hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me... when he lied to me... and I hated him... why then did I still feel those same feelings? Answer me that, and then I'll tell you why I let him hurt me so much."

Well I know that was really long, and anyone who read this probably didn't read through all of them....except maybe Heather ;)

Well I found out that my Grampie (aka Guggs) passed away earlier this week. We were really close, he was 80 years old, but I guess he died peacefully in his sleep despite all of the things he had wrong with him, I'm just glad he's not suffering anymore, but I'm going to miss him alot. :(