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Hello, my name is Theresa and this is my homepage. I wanted to make a simple website to inform people of an option out there to induce happiness to yourself or your loved ones. I would have to say that over the years there has been only one real thing that has caused me to gain an interest into it. There are so many items out there that you can buy that can be used for security or self happiness, if you know what I mean. Many people become embarrassed to discuss these things because they are shy or self conscious about what others think. Well I know that I can inform people over the internet without them actually knowing who I am. The only person that I share my interests with is my husband and a few very close friends. He is very accepting about my desires, and I can trust him not to tell people because he knows a lot about me that nobody else knows and he keeps it private. He is my one and only and I love him very much. If you want to share your fantasies with somebody, then I encourage you to. I am sure they will be open to you and want to explore them with you.

I will begin by sharing some basic information with you. You may think of these thoughts as kind of awkward and weird to begin with, but read what I have and keep an open mind, I am sure you will be glad that you did. I have been attracted to diapers since I was very young. By now you are probably thinking "what the heck?" but please read on. I was the oldest of 5 children. There were a few years in between each of us. When I was 11 years old my mother had her last and final child. It was a girl and of course mother devoted much of her attention to the new born. With 5 children, each ranging 3 years apart I was pretty much ignored at this point in my life because I was old enough to tend for myself. I soon grew tired of being excluded from mother so I made attempts to gain her attention.

I was just 14 years old at the time and I got an idea. I am not sure how this came about, but I thought that I would try on one of my sister's diapers. She was 3 years old and quite a large baby so she was already in a size 6 diaper. My body figure was of course filled out as I was mature for my age, but I was also pretty small. I was only a little about 5 foot 2 inches tall, and I was not very big. Surprisingly the diaper fit me almost perfectly. You would be amazed at how big size 6 diapers really are. But anyway, the instant that I put it on I was amazed at the feelings it brought about. There was a feeling of warmth and a void that had been emptied was suddenly filled. It was absolutely amazing. I quickly put my underwear on over the diaper so that nobody would know. I pulled my pants back on and I stayed like that for quite a few hours. Nobody ever knew that I was wearing a diaper that day. Later on that night I was getting around for bed and I would have to remove it because I needed to use the bathroom so I did. I hid the diaper under my bed. After mother sent me to bed, I tried it on again. The feelings returned. I slept with it on, and the next morning I took it off and hid it in my backpack. I threw it away in a dumpster on the way to school. We lived in town and I walked to school each day.

Later that night after I got home from school an idea hit me. I wondered what it would be like to actually use the diaper. So after supper while nobody was paying attention I grabbed one and hid it under my shirt. I took it up to my room and put it on. It was hard for me at first to wet the diaper because it was something kind of awkward, even to me at the time. Eventually I let a little into the diaper. I was careful not to do very much because I didn't want it to leak or anything. The diaper quickly absorbed it. Mother yelled upstairs and told me it was time to turn my lights out. I shut them off and got back into my bed. It was soon after that a strange new feeling hit me for the first time ever. I started to feel all tingly down below. At that time I didn't know what was going on, but I started to rub the diaper and the feelings became stronger. It got to the point where I was about to start making noises and I knew it would make mother suspicious. So I took the diaper off and put it in my bag. I threw it away the next day like I did previously.

I would later on realize that I had became sexually aroused by the feeling of the diaper rubbing on my clitoris. I was only 14 at the time so I had no idea what had caused this. I worn diapers a few times after that but my sister would soon grow out of them so I would not have a means to get them anymore. Through all of my teen years I would think about wearing them again, and what it would feel like. It was not until I became 18 and moved out of my mother's house that I would get the opportunity again.

I was living on my own in a small apartment, there were no other people with me at the time and I had no knowledge that there was anybody else in the world that shared the same interests as I. One day I went a bought a small package of size 6 diapers and I went home to try them. The feelings were still the same. There really were not any words to describe it at the time. I began wearing diapers every day in my home. When I left to go to work, I would not wear them for fear of somebody noticing me.

When I was 19 I met the man of my dreams at a restaurant in town. I was working there part time as a waitress. Things slowly progressed and to make a long story short we began dating. I never shared with him my passion for wearing diapers until several years later. I moved in with him, and this pretty much put an end to my fantasy. I could not wear diapers around him or he would find out and think I was a loon. We had been seeing each other for about 2 and a half years. I was now 22. We became engaged and things progressed, then 3 years after that we got married. Soon after, I finally gained the courage to shared my interest with him.

I was now 25 years old, over 10 years since I made this discovery, and I explained it all to him. I told him about the feelings that diapers aroused to me, I explained the sense of comfort and security. And to my surprise he was actually very understanding. He listened to the entire story and reassured to me that it was okay and that everybody has interested and desires that they find unique. He didn't really seem all that enthused or excited at the idea so I left it alone. A few months later I approached him with the idea again and asked if he would be willing to share the fantasy with me. He hesitated to begin with, but after a moment he agreed to try it out of love for me.

We went and purchased some diapers and that night we climbed into bed together each having a diaper on. This was the first time that I had ever been with anybody else diapered so I was nervous, and I know that he wasn't too sure of the entire situation from his expressions facial features either. I will spare you all the sexual details but to make a long story short he actually did enjoy it as much as I did. After the mood was finally set we proceeded like we normally did, and it was actually very exciting. Since then we both share our fetish together quite frequently. We do not do it every night or anything like that, but it is enjoyable every once in a while. I don't want to make you sick or anything, but it is actually very convenient when that certain time of the month rolls around. I don't need to worry about making any kind of a mess, which I particularly like. It also saves money on buying overnights. Sorry, I just had to throw that in there.

I am now 31 years old and I have told only a few of my very close friends and relatives about this discovery and to my surprise every one I have told likes it. It is like a new trend. I am still too embarrassed to go out in public with a diaper on, so I keep it strictly to indoors. Sometimes I will greet my husband at the bedroom door with nothing but a diaper on and it drives him wild. Below I put a few pictures of myself and some of my friends.


Me in the mirror . Me once again And me again My niece Erica
 
This is my youngest sister Julie.
See the resemblance?
This is my husband and I.
He didn't want his face shown.
 
My Best Highschool Friend.
She Wasn't Too Happy.
My when I was younger. (20)
I love self timing cameras.
Here is my friend Kerry.
She wants the guys to email her.
Here she is again.
She is desperate.
       
My daugter had a slumber
party last year on her birthday.
This is Jessica.
I met her online.
This is my daughter Kaitlan. She
is on the bottom in the other picture.
This is Cathy. She is 15 years old.
I met her online 6 years ago.

If you are moderately interested in what I have shared with you, then I encourage you to try it. There isn't any harm and it will not hurt anybody. If you are alone and embarrassed, but you still want to try it, then go for it. You don't have to tell anybody, and nobody will ever find out. If you are with somebody and you want to try it, then share the thought with them. Chances are they will give it a try with you also, and if not, don't feel bad. You would actually be surprised at how many people there are that have tried this and like it. I have met and talked to a lot of them on the internet. There are literally thousands of people just in the United States. I hope this page has enlightened you in some way, please come back soon.

Theresa