birth certificate says: ..chie mae numbers: 15 residence: mtl, qc canada descriptors: serious opinionated intelligent loyal trusting curious understanding insecure outspoken patient flirt obsessions: words thoughts sillyness fun candy weirdness love creativity unique hate admire: simple things sounds: amanda perez bic runga janet uatada hikaru kylie sense field escape: reading writing computer movies friends dancing singing drawing reality?: 3rd yr highschool rebel wild calm shy loyal friend foolish lover younger sibling stubborn daughter

clock in: Friday, April 25th 2003 7:17PM can't wait: next school-trip
finish school vacation job $$ philippines see family liquid: water. simply. solid: hmm.. can think of many things.. emotions: confused frustrated absent-minded content anger: broken heart ears: jams keyboard people playing basketball music playing downstairs adore: going out fun pooh* singing writing arts wish you were here: pooh* skimming: undecided message: mikel em liam thought processes: Show me one man who knows his own heart To him I shall belong (jewel) flashing images: time spent with you* clothed: pj's shooting stars: to have 436 math nxt yr to finish highschool with good grades go to college, university be with someone that'll make me truly feel something

i am:

beginning to find contentment in my life. and not really searching something else but what i have. although i may think of things i want from time to time, it just doesn't bother me as it did. i learned i cannot linger from the past, nor hope too much for the future and accept what is now. i've always wondered when will suffer end, but everyday is just a new pain waiting for us to hold, and i guess we cannot always ask for help, for we can help ourselves to stand on our own. i am beginning to be more independant. not totally, for i will still need others to lead me, stand by me, or be next to me. 'cause even when we think we are alone in this life, we are not. if we can only set aside our pride and open our eyes carefully.

see ya. (freaky?)