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You will more than likely hear many people refer to submission as a gift. Individual views will differ. i have a different view of submission: For me it is something i was born with. The need to serve and to please His every whim. Making Him happy lights the fire that burns deep within my soul, my heart, my entire being .
Feelings and emotions, related to erotic power exchange and D/s are often discovered in a very early stage of life, but may not emerge until a later stage as well. Often people discover these feelings within themselves after having gone through a rough period in their life, like a divorce. Normally, trauma in one's life will force one to look in the mirror, taking a hard look at themselves and evaluating their own person as well as their environment.
My heart is submissive because it's my nature to be so. Even as a small child, playing with my siblings i always wanted to be the "damsel in distress" who was tied up and rescued, with no control over the capturers in my playtime, always dreaming of darker sides and fantasy -the submission –my core -- virtues of trust, passion, emotion.
In saying this i trust that my Master will treat me as His own, pushing me to the edge of my limits, safely. In return, He will have a girl who is truly devoted to Him, serving Him out of choice rather than necessity. There is a reason that D/s is called a Power Exchange. i voluntarily give up my power to receive what i need, and by accepting this power, my Master receives what He needs. A union of souls!
To offer myself with cheerful abandon to His control, with the eagerness to learn and to divest myself of all of my entrapments, is my allurement and existence into submission. Most of us have been raised to be ashamed of our sexual feelings, our fantasies, our kinks. Having a Dominant who treasures the natural sexuality enough to go forward where most would dare to go, is an extremely beautiful experience.
My deepest desire is to allow myself to reveal the real me to Him, without shame. To remove the falsely imposed social conditioning. Even if i fear asking, it is important to understand that i crave to overcome resistance as much as my Master wants me to. I am looking for the freedom, not to have to be in charge.
i have found a Dominant Man in my loving Master GentleThunder He is strong and protects and watches over me. i crave relaxing in the safety of His arms and the world He lives in and creates for me. If you can find a Dominant who can do all of this for you as well, you will blossom and grow, and discover those hidden treasures. These treasures have always been with us; merely untapped, unexposed. Because we fear letting go, giving up the struggle, handing over the control.
"He lives for the next smile that is on your lips. You express yourself to Him physically in a way that makes Him feel ageless, and invincible. He fights within Himself to not literally want to eat you. He wants to consume you and at the same time He holds you as a delicate flower; afraid to crush you. You look into His eyes and you see nothing but you -you the beauty -you the woman of benefit and value; worth; the lanky sex goddess that has emerged from her cocoon to grace HIS life- HIS presence -and to spread her wings to adorn the world, HIS world with her presence."
When two can come together lowering the barriers, having complete trust and a safe, sane and consensual loving relationship, then and only then will you discover the jewels; the beauty and value of the hidden treasures of D/s.
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