I Am a Free Agent
crazy I am for
the misused token that
I possessed, caressed and
made a morning of
growth to change into a
discovery of mourning
but not really
careless, irresponsible, hormonal
who the fuck cares?
I had fun being me
living the life set ahead
to be free of all structured
torture that is society and
jealous eyes, nasty manipulated
unjustified reasons, I am
not a whore, not a victim
of adolescent judgement
but an enlightened adult
ready to stand up for all
who are silenced by such
demons, appropriately called
CULTS...
So I said yes to this unusual
justification the
concept too radical for
any radical Christian
I said listen, to go
open the kitchen , all
but no action was caused
by the out loud interjection
Existence
I sit here musing about you
confused about what I want from this
all I know is that I desire
your touch, skin on skin
drown in the moisture that
friction spills, kisses soft, smooth
for real I want the feeling of
time stopping the connection of
complete silence, completion, continuation
you are the embodiment
of nature, why the planets
orbit about the sun
you are my inspiration
but make me an abomination
I wouldn't have
it any other way
Paper Weight
distance, constance
forever closely bonded
ionic we are in this
tissue paper vaccuum
screaming inside
wanting more but
you kill my soul
not letting me rise
to the occassion
What You Are
bleeding into a mug
overflowing I plead
to use it someday
put it to good use
I am woman, reason
is obvious, can't see
either way, this exposes
the belly of emotion
you are a broken lego
what a waste of space
nothing fills the wooffle ball
crying, crackle of my blaze
so much more in touch
with reality, compatibility
pitty yourself cuz I am all
out of sympathy and empathy
too busy spreading the word
the L word, no not like, love, loss
you are nothing but a Loser
Natural Artificial Flavors
you need to know
that my intensions
they are not true
i am in it for
myself and not for you
i took advantage of
your delicate state
suranwrap shape
catured these tears
turned into something
artificial, superficial
she made this happen
don't blame me
accuse the animal
that is from within
Take Me Off the Shelf
you are fading form my mind
a piece of history
in my timeline of
milestones, footstones, rhinestones
isn't such a big thing
hope that maybe the telephone
would ring the line buzzing
with energy, tension
sexual innuendos
can't you just forget present
obligations for I am forgetting
the feelilng of an animal, human
I am but a dull ice pick, rusting
will you use me again?
Remember
there is so much beauty
to see, to experience, forever
a constance of life, nature
canteened energy fueling
this source of tranquility
removed from society, rules
regulations and morals
all are equal, the tables have turned
for the better, the
destruction of earth is caused
by the hands of man
there is no coincidence that
this beauty is named
mother nature
the opressive Y chromosome
brings down the masterpiece
that is woman, capable of life
she can give up this manufaction
the production of such double standards
you guys need us
remember who has the power, bitch