Ooo. well after so much commotion over the last journal I had, I figured I'd delete it.
But now I'm left with no were to vent my feelings and my life, so I made myself a new journal, and this time it's going to be kept a secret. That way I don't get yelled at but I can still have somewere to put my thoughts and stuff. :0)
Um... not much is new I guess.. haven't really done much this weekend. I went out with joe and allie to see Paycheck. It was really good.
I started runnin again...
Lol alright I'll just get sraight to the point. I'm questioning wether there are still possibilities for me and brett. I mean .. I broke up with justin not to long ago so maybe im just on this rebound..lonliness thing...but I think i'm starting to like brett again. I love brett, i mean ive known him for about 3 years now, and no matter how screwed up he may be sometimes or the faults that he may have, i'm always here, and were still good friends. He's lookin for somebody right now, and honestly I really wish he'd start likin me again. I dunno... I wanna take my time getting together with somebody this time though. I don't wanna rush into something anymore, and I don't know if he'd be willing to wait. I just think it'd be really nice if we did get back together...the only thing that went wrong last time was the fact that I couldnt see him as often as we both would have liked and it was middle summer. But i mean if we can fix that a lil ... than we can probobly make it work... and it'd be great.
gah... but i just broke up with justin like a week and a half ago... so i realyl shouldnt be loookin for somebody right now at all. so if im gonna keep likin brett and its real.. then i can wait... and hold off... and give myself time to clear my head, before i jump back in. ya know? cause its crap that im already startin to chase after somebody else..
so right now im just gonna take it easy... just be friends... flirt a lil... but just be friends... for a lil while... and then later on ...ill make a move if i still like him... or ill wait until he's availible..
i can take my time...i have plenty of it...
~*Michelli*~