stupid ads...
"Some friends become enemies.
Some friends become your family.
Like my friends, they just keep dying
People round me always crying.
Some say that time changes,
Best friends can become strangers
But I don't want that, no not for you
If you just stay with me
We can make it through
Don't say a word, I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign, say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away, I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Hard days made me
Hard nights shaped me
I don't know, they somehow saved me
And I know I'm making something
Out of this life they call nothing
I take what I want
Take what I need
You say its wrong, but it's right for me
I won't look down
Won't say I'm sorry
I know that only God can judge me"
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there... to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost memories of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create whom you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to little things. Make every day count. Appreciate everything that you possibly can, for you may never experience it again. Talk to people whom you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create your own life and then go out and live it.
One of the things that I've come to love and loathe at the same time is that in life everyday is something new. You never know what to expect. Each day you wake up is a new surprise. It's cool like that. At the same time it sucks, living with all the crap that gets tossed at you. You have two choices: you can either live each day just trying to get through it and hope tomorrow will be a better one or you can live today as if it's your only day and make the best of everything.
